Declarations

That's life.

2009-02-12T13:02:00.006+08:00

Some pix on Grace's day.

Tuesday, 10 February.
Holland'V/ Tour around town.

(L)(L)(L)

Was a day out with Ed. Diggin', exploring'. :) Lunched @ Breeks. Food, not too bad. Soup was good. But for the cream pasta, only managed to finish almost half of it. Cream makes people sick, that's why. First stop was Holland'V, quite a boring place, but Cold Rock saved the day. A signature of Holland'V. And please, TRY IT. Words can't describe the excellence! After which, bused to town, and caught Bride Wars. Was not a disappointment, it's trying to bring out the importance of a best friend rather than a spouse. Anne Hathaway is gorgeous. After which, had dinner and home. :D

The next day was with him too, a D***'s day. Lunched at Thai Express. Was so full! :D

See y'all. Goodbye, (L)ove y'all.

What will happen.

2009-02-09T13:02:00.012+08:00

Thursday, 5 February.

An early surprise celebration for Alvin's Bday @ Chengyap's place. I went to his place earlier with Yc and Jf since they were at the CO's rehearsal together with CY too earlier on, and it ended quite early. They played while i made those orders for the food, they did help a little here and there except for JF. -.- The rest came consecutively. Around 8, CY called Alvin. When he was on his way, we organised ourselves and stood behind the door. When CY opened the door, i popped out with the cake, and 'Happy Birthday, Alvin!' And the Birthday song came...

After which, we gathered for dinner, everyone were already starving by then! 'Murderer' after dinner. It was fun. Enjoyed myself.

Uncle, though the plan did backfire a little, but still, hope you like the surprise we have planned. :) And try to train yourself to stop shutting your eyes when you take pictures ok!

Friday, 6 February.

A day with Ed, with the actual motive, trying out food @ his workplace! We didn't agree on a time to meet the previous day, but it can't be too late so as not to miss the lunch menu and meet my ex Salesrep. So had to BOMBARD his mobile to wake him up at approx. 12.45pm. It's our usual time to wake up, a bit earlier than usual actually. And good grieve, he woke up. But this fella asked for another 5 minutes. Ok, deal. Called him 6 minutes later. Me too, of course, napped for another 6 minutes. :o) Went to his workplace. Food served, thumbs up please. But the Chocowhatever was a total N-O, NO. It is so awful so much so that, i prefer ice water a whole lot more! But Ed's strawberryshake is good.

Do try out at WarakudeGohan. Food is worth the money. :)

Aft that, checked out a lot of places. The rare ones that you'll hardly walk pass in town. I guaranteed that ok. Was kind of cool, though it drizzled halfway through. And i swear i was a happy girl, and him, a happy boy that particular day. We spotted so many of our 'Wishlists', and agreed upon getting some together another day. Rt came to meet us after work, had dinner, and home! That two quarrelsome(z) can't stop arguing every time. It's EVERY SINGLE TIME.

Saturday, 7th February.

Spotlights on her please, it's the Birthday girl.

Childhood times, always nice.

Buffet @ Hotpot Culture. Food, average. The bad thing, the drinks they are selling are charged at Daylight Robbery's rates. And the worst thing, they don't serve ice water. We asked for it. What lame policy. Total rubbish thing. Isn't it a must for every restaurant to at least serve ice water? What's more, the buffet is not a ten plus dollars one, it's $29, mind you. That ice water issue got on my nerve, though not very bad. :)

Initial plan was movie, but switched to HS's aunt house to chill/slack instead. Some drank. Some played. Some slacked. Okay, me who hates the aftermath, didn't want to drink. So just a very small tiny sip. The experience on Xiang's birthday was bad enough that i don't really dare to touch any liquor any time soon. The redness, the headaches, the merlion(s), the screamings, oh please, i should spare myself from all that. It doesn't feel good after drinking. As per normal, some got drunk, esp the other 4 girls. And the birthday girl went crazy, totallyz. And i had a hard time controlling them alright. Hope everyone enjoyed. Chalet's coming, yeah. See you guys there then. :D

Sunday, 8th february.

Focus not on our faces, but our soles. :D

Met Mwsp as early as 930am. WO, then BBP for some stuff. Then bused here and there, despite my unreasonable fares. Hell high rates ok, stupid thing. I bet every single one of you experiencing that, agree with me. Was deprived of sleep that day. Hello? From 4am to 8am, what do you think? Went to Qiaoh's house to chill/slack i call that. Having our peaceful chats. Suddenly, heard familiar voices, coming from boys obviously, couldn't recognize at first. Until Qiaoh, from the kitchen, screamed OH MY GOD, which was really loud. Another gatecrash, HAHA. Fengrong, Qingde, Jadrien, Jasper and SamuelL. I was dumbfounded when i saw them. Earlier on, they did call to check if Qiaoh was at home. They came up with reasons that we thought were normal, and didn't expect that. So, slacked together with them. :) For quite long. Were waiting for ML too. After which, went to Jasper's house! Then a Volleyball game with Jm(s). It've been so long since i last touched the ball. Been months. No wonder at first, the ball kept flying everywhere! Had a little girl's talk, then dinner together. Home @ 10. Love this two.

Now, 9th February. Yeah, now i announce, i'm officially a student of T36, Business Information Technology, in Temasek Polytechnic. Yeah, the appeal was a no. But I don't know why i don't feel the extreme disappointment. I should be sad, i should be disappointed, since that was the course i wanted to enter at the start.

Of course, there's reasons for the not-being-sad. Firstly, the business course that i appealed for is named Diploma in business/Logistics and Operations Management/Marketing. It is a course whereby they allow you to study the core business modules first before choosing a particular diploma that you want to pursue from the Third Semester onwards. But i'm only interested in the Dip in Business if i enter. Strongly not the other two! As i'm being told, they take in 500 students, which is counted alot in a diploma. When choosing the Diploma in the later part, if too many want the Dip in Business, they will have to look into results for 1st and 2nd Sems. Which means there will be a high risk for me to be kicked to the other 2 diplomas that i strongly reject it personally. It's 500 students okay, how to fight you tell me! So i better not take the risk. Landing in Business IT, is definitely not something bad, in fact, you can say it's something good. It's business studies collaborated with IT, though it focuses on Business. At least i don't have to take all Business modules, i get to take IT modules. I won't be so sick of business then, plus, i master in IT too, not just business. Plus, alot of people have been telling me the current one is kind of better. So ya, i prefer DBIT now. :)

The person who appealed was me, the person whose afraid of really entering that appealed course was also me. Yeah, the concern is the risk! I don't have such a strong heart to deal with this risk ok. No way.

I guess there will be at least a single soul that would think that i'm just saving face for myself? Like, i appealed, yet not entering, then convince myself with reasons that i prefer the current course i'm being posted to. Go ahead and think this way. I won't stop you. Like why must i explain so much to you? You people are just a bunch of losers. :) As long as i know, i'm not someone who will think of doing that, it's very lame. If i'm sad, definitely i will just post that I.AM.SAD. That's all.

OH, AND SOMETHINGS I'M REALLY REALLY HAPPY ABOUT. :D

APPEAL WAS A SUCCESS FOR A FEW OF MY DEAR(s).

Alphabetical orders:

Alvin Tan: Got into his desired choice, and a sigh of relief for him!

Crystal: Horn, our dream(s)-come-true! :D We.are.from.Temasek! Remember our promises and deals ok?

Emily: Desired course, same school as me! And we promised on things that we will do together in school. Lunches..etc! Another 3 years, sugar! :D

Jadrien: Another sigh of relief! Yay, buddy.

Junfeng: Didi, Temasek! Agreed on going school tgt, since we live near. :D And our Family with Jingler reunited in Temasek! :)

And recently.. I got praises for updating my blog much often. Cool thing. :)

Goodbye'all.

F for family. What will happen, i really wonder.

Here comes a new episode.

2009-02-04T18:32:00.004+08:00

Hi, Hello, Aloha.

(Day 5 of CNY, pix taken at YC's house.)

Heart this bunch.

Since i said i'll try to update more often, so of course, i must hold my word. Changed the page's layout a little, so to set aside the prev. colourful one.

Ever since CNY Day'7, life hasn't been a bang. Every individual is busy with their monster-ous schedule. Friends pursuing their studies in the Junior Colleges have started on their journey. Frankly speaking, i'm not exactly used to it. The feeling is just weird. I think it's because for the past 3 months after Olvls, we've been spending so much time together, that's why. And i actually have 2 of my Jms who have already entered their respective colleges. So there left me and Ruting. Plus, these 3 are the ones closest to my heart. 2 in school, 1 at work. But something i'm really glad. The 2 will dial us up almost everyday to share with us everything in school, which i think is extremely nice of them. Besides, we meet up for a short catch-up now and then. But it really hurts me to see them so worn-out totally, after a day in school.
But girls, press on alright! :) You girls can do it.
And, i'll always be waiting for your calls at night, waiting to share all your sorrows/joys.

And soon, it'll be our turn to embark on our new journey. A brand new start, 3 years in a very new environment. But i believe it will be a good start. :)
Been blog-hopping when i'm free these days, came by owners of several blogs, now pursuing their education in polytechnics. The amount of work they are being buried in, sends a chill down my spine. I'm not that kind of good stress-coper, neither am i someone who manages time well. Take the Olvl period as an example, if i could handle stress, i wouldn't have to face the process of breaking down. So i guess i really need to get super uber ready before school starts in April.
April 20th, to be exact. :)

Whatever the obstacles i may face, i'm still so looking forward to schooollll! :D
Same goes for almost all my friends who are going the same way, so looking forward!

And seriously, i've been really norturnal these days. Tucking myself into bed everyday, only at 3am plus in the morning, and fancy waking up the earliest at about 2pm. What is this. And my mom has been seriously pissed by this. HOHOHO, all the best to me. :) But one good thing, i've enough pillow theraphy everyday! No dark rings, no dark rings, like realz.

Meanwhile, i should get myself another job. I think i've already rested more than enough.

Poof, Goodbye.

Mass update, Day 1-6. :)

2009-02-02T01:03:00.014+08:00

Happy Cny'09, all! :)

Firstly, I think I should apologize for the late update, despite mentioning that the post will be up last Thursday. So sorry about it. It's because Thursday was the only day not scheduled with activities, so i thought i could stay @home and do a long update. But the day before, was being invited to go BN(bainian) the next day, so ya, that's how the late update came about. So sorry. :)

Cny Day'1.

Nephew, Torence.

Day 1. An annual routine. First, to my uncle's+1 cousin's house, they live just opposite each other, that's why. And, the standard things-to-do in every house is, drink, eat, watch tv. How life right. Was a wonder woman that day, cos i travelled to so many places on that day itself. From semb to amk, back to semb, and to balestier. Balestier, another cousin's house, was the last stop of the day. Had steamboat for dinner, played cards with my aunties and cousins. And, got bullied by the small kids! Adorable right. Quite used to it actually, totally fine with it. Seeing them being so happy, good enough. :) One of my nephew, Torence(pix above), not very close with him initially till this year. But he's totally 1 shy guy, and sticks to my mom like supergluez! I mean it. My mummy is quite good in handling kids, that's why. But not good in handling me, and i don't know why. :b Hah. Worn-out.

Cny Day'2.

Went to Edwin's house to BN, as well as celebrate his 18th B'day. Ate, watched tv, and played cards in his house again. His mom prepared so much food for us. Thanks alot, auntie! When everyone's there, gathered for the cake-cutting ceremony. The b'day boy was elated. Argh, I do not have the pix(s) for the Cake-cutting cerem, such a pity. ): Shall get Edwin to send me soon, if it's in his hands already. But am glad that the boy enjoyed himself on that day. Thanks for all alright, EdM! You're great! :)

Left Edwin's house @ approx. 5 plus, near 6. Met Edward for dinner. Was troubling where to go for dinner. Thought of MarinaS initially. On the way there, passed back NYNY, suggested that to them. They served good food and beverage(s) and the two were also too lazy to walk a few more miles, so settled at NYNY! I missed NYNY so much alright. ): Seriously, their food, thumbs up! Maybe not every single one, but the Carbonara they serve, is the best I've ever had! Try it, if you're somebody who likes Cream Pasta, that is a must-not-miss, no regrets guaranteed! Plus they have really nice staffs over there! The servings were so big. Made my tummy so bloated. But don't mind it at all, cos i really miss it so much! Played so much in NYNY as well, camwhored...etc. After food, it's time for a walk. Strolled to Esplanade, and to the rooftop, fooled around there, camwhored again, ate mandarin oranges since we had it with us.(Silly right! I know you wanna say that.) But whatever, it's CNY what! Had so much fun up there! After that, Edward suggested Fondue. Dealed, so we went to Andersens @MarinaS. Not the best, but not too bad. :) Chatted so much at Andersens. It've been so long since the 3 of us had such Heart-To-Heart Chats. Seriously, if I've never met them, it's the greatest regret in this life. Another Fun-filled+Ful-filled day.

Love the two of them more than anyone of you can imagine. :)

Cny Day'3.

First stop: SongRong's house. BN of course. Played cards, ate, chatted in his house. Was extra-ordinary fun! :) See-ing all the fellow 2D(s) certainly made my day. Aw, and how much i missed that class, that magical 2 years together with all of them. Forever, ir-replaceable!

Left after a few hours, met Crys, and set-off to Edward's house. Again, BN! Watched Meangirls, ate... After that, we had a great time imitating the conversations in that show. :D Edward went off to meet his friends for dinner, while the 3 of us went to town, wanting to catch a movie, but tix(s) are sold out. So sad. Was thinking it's only the third day of CNY, tix should be sold out almost everywhere. So gave up, and had our dinner instead. Went to meet Qiaoh at Bishan later on. Had my fav. Green Apple Soda(:D)! And made a sudden decision to go Meiling's house to BN. Again, at her house, ate, played cards, camwhored. Had so much fun and laughter! :)

Cny Day'4.

Was invited to go DesmondP's house to BN. Before that, Qiaoh needed to get something from Ryan, so waited for them outside school. Saw familiar face(ssssss). Got it from them, chatted abit, and went on to DesP's house. Again, played blackjack.. until our stomachs were growling. The owner cooked noodles for us. And us, being very mean, kept teasing him about his dry noodles! Hah. :D Shan't be that bad ok, it's already nice of him to cook for us already. After lunch, continued blackjack.. Till about 6, finally the gambling den closed! Qiaoh went off to meet her godmom and family, while we went to AlvinTan's house, to BN of course. It's in the same block. How rude is he, you listen. We went to his house, but all he did is play DOTA, while we entertained ourselves with food, tv.. He cannot be blamed actually, cos he didn't know we'll be there, and DOTA can't stop whenever you want. Alright, forgive you Uncle! :D When he's finally done with the game, waited for him to have his dinner, chatted.. And next to Samuel's house which is just nearby. Usual routine, ate, watched tv, used compt.

The day was great. :)

Had fun.

(There's pix(s) taken at Alvin's and Samuel's house, but still with Meiling, will post it up when i got it from her.)

Cny Day'5.

Went to BN with Jingler, Chengyap, Yihchyuan and all. First stop: Yihchyuan's house. Lunched there, blackjacked there. Learnt a new game: In Between. Using playing cards too. :) After a few hours, waited for YC to prepare, before we set off to another house. Initially was Junfeng's house next, but after that, decided to skip and proceed to Chengyap's. So cabbed to his house, and the routine started again! Another few hours, decided to catch a movie. Girls didn't wanted to travel too far, so settled at AmkHub, since their theatre is not too bad. Watched All's Well End's Well. Overall, a good show, worth watching. And the guys really laughed heartily in the theatre! Glad to see them so happy. After the show, went for dinner! After dinner, homed. Accompanied Junfeng and Yihchyuan to walk Qiaohui home first, then cabbed to my house before theirs. And on the cab, they made me laughed so much, with all the lame jokes and all.
Thanks uh, you two! :D

(Pix were taken, but still with Meiling! Will post it up soon.)

Cny Day'6.

P.R.E.C.

Look at Pikachu, adorable kid! :D

Day 6. My turn. They came to my house to BN in the mid-noon. Some couldn't make it as they had family's visits. :) Gathered around my dining table, everyone ate and chatted. They talked about the team, school's news and all. Good time for them to catch up from their hectic school life. Oh! And Ryan Wong is the Blue house captain! Make Blue house soar alright. :) See, though I've graduated, I still love Blue house as much. 4 years okay, tell me how to not love. Blackjack later on, my sister's the banker. Wow, seriously blackjack with is darm funny, esp Pikachu and Zhiyang. Made me laugh like nobody's business. Love them like hellz! Jon, that spammer, spammed so much of the goodies in my house! It's alright though, my family can't finish them too. Thanks alot uh, J! Hah, and he's aware that I'll mention this, i think! Played for a few hours. Some need to go off first, before joining us at night again.

Qingde: Bball match.

Pikachu: Friend's bday celeb, family's event.

Zhiyang and Ryan: Family dinner @ home.

So only Jon stayed with us, as he had nothing on. We ate again, chatted for another few hours. Jon shared with us the school's hectic schedule, how it felt being an Olevel taker this year, life in school..and more. We shared with him our experiences and everything too. Oh! And he certainly love soft toys! He carried one of mine, here and there! Funny kid. Anyway, Happy Sweet 16 in advance! :D Loveya k. While i changed and prepared as we're heading out to another place, the 3 entertained themselves. J's the pitiful one, he had to see Qiaoh And Rt fight incessantly! Hah. Headed out @ around 8. Had dinner @ CWP, met DesmondK, headed to destination, while the rest+more ppl this time round, came back to join us, on the way.

Another ever-so fun-filled day.

Ended my day at 3am+.

Heart them. :)

Now... Can it be counted a big news? Aye, some sort.

From: 74688, 30th Jan 2009, 06:14am.

MOE: Yim Yoke Ting, you're posted to TEMASEK POLY, BUSINESS INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY(T36) under 2009 JAE.

Early in the morning at 07:23, received a call from Ruting that woke me up. The first two words that came out from her mouth, Temasek BIT. So i told her to wait, while i checked my inbox. and yeah, Temasek BIT too. The text message came as early as 06:14, but i didn't wake up. After all, continuous text messages and calls from friends, for our posting. So for that day, i woke up as early as even before 07:30! Hmmm.. however it's my 2nd choice though. And I've already appealed for my 1st choice. So now, all i can do is wait for the results to be out on 9th FEB. Almost all have been telling me the course I'm being posted to is already good enough. But well, I want to give it a try for my 1st choice. It's my preferred choice, afterall. Hoped for the best for everyone who is appealing. :)

And I heard of alot of fellow schoolmates entering TP, almost all courses under Business School!

Do you believe in FATE? Alot do. I do. Ruting, my Best/f for 4 years, the 5th this year, entered the same poly, the same course as me. It's not her 1st choice, it's not mine either, but we still entered the same. But we both are appealing for our 1st choices. :) All the best for you ok, BF. Loveya.

NOW.... SOMETHING INFURIATING. I bet all the affected ones are as furious. Rah. Though It's something we have to get used to, very soon.

Is non-other than...

THE RIDICULOUS ADULT FARE.

Yeah, our ez-link cards officially expired on 31st Jan 2009. However, the card is still usable, just that it's deducting according to the adult rates, which is terrifying. I used to travel on 45cents. Now, 1 trip from Woodlands station to Orchard station is $1.59! $1.59 may not be alot to you if it stands alone, but for a kid that's always travelling on 45cents, it's a whole lot, mind you. Well, there isn't a need to get to flared up though. We have to get used to it somehow.

But however, think on the other side, does that spells that we're no longer a kid, but an adult. :b

Shan't make the post any longer. There are actually more pix(sssss), shall post them up after getting them, and some adjustments alright. Love Y'all! :D

2009-01-28T01:04:00.002+08:00

Post will be up this thursday, hopefully? :)
Rather busy with BN these days.
More coming up the next few days.
But i'm happy with it though.
Stay tuned.
HAPPY CNY, anyway.

Oh.. And i'm so used to the days, not having to attend school.
How cool. :)

2009-01-21T10:20:00.005+08:00

Sakae@ T2!

Ed and Crys came to my house in the morning. And, Ed had his hair dyed by an auntie I've recommended to him. Overall, i think he's quite satisfied with it. Good thing. (; Next, slacked at my comfy nest. I prepared, while they chit-chatted, cam-whored in my room. After i was done, joined in the camwhore! Lol.
Left home @ 1 plus. Headed to T2 for Sakae Buffet. And on the way, we were famished.
Reached Sakae, stuffed ourselves with food, and chatted. Laughed till our heart's content! I always enjoy myself so much, with them! :D
After Sakae, strolled around T2 and T3. Digest, y'know! Always after Sakae Buffet, our tummys will feel as if it's going to explode any minute. Settled down, camwhored..etc. Did all sorts of silly things. It was really fun-filled lah. (:
Insisted on Popeye's. Too bad for them, cos i really really really missed the Cajun Fries! Heavenly, yummy! :D Ordered very small servings. I just wanted to attend to my crave. That's all. But this time round, we found the mashed potato boring! I think it's because our tummies were way too full! Haha.
Left Airport @ 7. Headed to town! Explore, stroll, BBT-ed. (:
Home Sweet Home.
Ps: F Dg's BBT. Lol.

Ending Pix...

How rare is this? See-ing me update right after the day's outing. Well, i understand myself. The moment i pile up everything and update in one post, i tend to skip many details. Shall kick that habit of updating at one go!

CNY, CNY, CNY! Am so excited ok. :D Want to go house-visitings with friendz. And one thing, i bet calories will be knocking on the door. But well, CNY, it's a must-enjoy! If you missed the goodies, is that still called Chinese New Year? Definitely not. :D
So set that worry aside alright. Shall gym everyday after CNY? Like, as if i will do it. :D Haha.

Still thinking whether to go back to school this Friday... Hmmm. Shall see how. (:

Ohya, don't miss out the post below alright? It's quite a fresh post too.

Alright, Good-bye everyone!
Love y'all. :D

2008-12-23T10:58:00.011+08:00

(Ignore the date up there!)

Reason: I started the post that day, didn't complete, but only completing and posting it now. :b

Hi, Hello.

After work, and more work, i'm finally back at BoundlessEuphoria.

Sorry for keeping you guys in suspense for so long!

Due to some reasons, yes, me stopped work already. That 1 month plus, was slogging my guts out. Ok, not so exaggerating. Work is fine, got to know friends. Made my days working, not so boring. The worst part about working.. passing time. W/out anything to do, staring in blank space, a minute is like an hour. So people, money is hard to come by. :D But i've got the world's best supervisor, i swear! So understanding, always compromising to my requests. Best of all the ones. Some friends have visited me at work, accompanied me for my break, etc.. Aw, Love them. Thanks alot k guys. (; Worked there for about a month's plus. And Herlaang, is working there too. Diff. company though, but we meet during break sometimes. Oh, and Junfeng, my mischievous bro, worked with me at the later part. Met to work together, break together, and meet our friends for dinner after work together! And he always likes to make fun of me! Silly boy, but a very nice brother!

And oh, i saw some schoolmates when i'm working.... HA.

Next,

HAPPY B'DAY, DARLING!

The boy. (:

F.A.M.I.L.Y.

(I'm the wife and the daughter-in-law! HAHA. )

On the day itself, met Ed and Ruth after work, and headed down to the boy's house to give him a big surprise! Trained to Hougang. Thought he would pass by the station after his dance, but he took a bus! Found out when i called him just to test. HAHA. And he knew i was up to something. Bombarded my phone! So, cabbed quickly to his house, and hid behind some bushes opposite his unit! So when he reached his doorstep, we ran out of the bushes and go 'SURPRISE!' It's darm loud, and the time was already near 12 in the night! Who cares. ha. He was shocked! Lit the candle, sang the magical song, and he made his wish, opened prez, and he kept saying 'Thanks leh, Thanks leh.' Never-ending..

No problem la, Darling! :D We love you ok.

Then the boy walked us to the busstop, and chatted on the way, and catch up about life.

Oh, forgot to mention. Y'know, when we were on the cab to his house, passed by this very big field. And we remembered how we ran down the slope, everyone hand in hand, and got ourselves so dirty, filled with mud, during Sec1, when we were so adorable huh! Missed those times.

Year 2005, and 2006 were the best time in life.

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AH BEN'S B'DAY CHALET!

Requested to leave early from workplace, and rushed down to Ben's chalet. It was extra-ordinary fun please! :D Got to meet up with the big clique again got me so excited, even during work know. Please, since how long i didn't get to see them alrdy! Getting to meet the girls that i've not seen since Os ended, was another thumbs-up! Mingshuang, Tai, Ting, i missed you three la! Hm. Guys were superb can. They initiated to ask the girls what food and drinks they want, and brought it right before them. Where on earth you will find sucha good guys? Where?!

Some stayed in the room to watch the tv, and they were all like so engrossed, discussing the details together, but it's a real heart-warming scene. If you saw it, you'll agree with me, with no hesitation. The rest, at the BBQ pit, like me! :D The chef of the day was Qiang. He was great ok. But he was kind of sick la, so me and Benedict went to make a hot cup of panadol flu and cold stuff for him. And on the way, me and XiaoBen joked so much about him being unable to hold the cup steadily la. Reason? He drank la. Ha. Had so much fun that day, i'm so glad that i didn't miss it, if not i'll be so upset alright!

GUYS, YOU PEOPLE ARE SO DEAR TO US ALRIGHT!

BBQ, WITH OUR PREC BOYS!

Blurred it, temporary. Have to edit, lightings ain't good!
The day's couple, Pikachu! :D

Bar-bie-q! :D Went to Fengrong's house at around 3 plus, and some of the boys were already there. Some Mj-ing, some Xbox-ing. So we lingered around here and there, chatted..etc. And soon, the food we ordered came. So girls did a little arrangements, got all the things needed ready in a corner, then off to sit on the sofas! Chatted, shouted, laughed, argued, every crazy little things we did. And they kept repeating i want to go XX, which is my workplace fyi, on purpose! Big bullies huh. Zhiyang and Deskwa were nice people, of the day! They went to buy us bottles and bottles of drinks, and a few bottles of 7up Rasp were included. :D My all-time favourite ok! Pikachu was late, and bought some things over too, and one more bottle of 7up Rasp to the collection. :D How i love them man! About 6, some of us went to the pit to start the fire, thanks to Qingde and Zhiyang, the heroes of the day. I set up the place, etc.. And the rest joined us later. Took group pix, so many times. The most important thing ok. (: Then BBQ started. You know, they are a bunch of basketballers, of course, they will touch on basketball stuffs..etc. Very engrossed one y'know. Basketball is like their life. Life. Some gathered around the BBQ pit, some at the 'dining area'. Chatted, laughed.

A good time, spent together.

Haha, i kept boasting that i'm a fnn student(on purpose, obviously), when i'm at the pit. And some of them kept saying 'Ya, let the FNN STUDENT DO IT.', emphasing on the FNN. After me, the chef, cooked for quite a while, settled down to eat! Yummy. Drools. After long hours at the pit, it was already 1o plus or so? Some speeded up to cook the food, some cleaned up the place. Me, of course, did almost all the packing up! Part of the group were creating havoc at the playground just next to the pit, playing with water(standard thing to do, at FR's house!).. etc. But they enjoyed themselves la. After packing up, the group still attacking each other, me with the rest gathered tgt, and i've no idea why we suddenly touched on HotShot(TW drama, fyi). Another related to Basketball, actually not surprising. We were so into it, every small details, everything. And we were like commenting who is handsome in the drama! Chatted at the playground for quite long. We were so loud till there's someone who came out and asked us to lower down our volume. After that, went back to Fengrong's house to slack. It's our usual routine. But people slack when they are bored. But for this group, we slack because we like it, we enjoy being together, and _ _ _ _ _ _ ! (Don't bother guessing!) We cramped in fengrong's room, jam-packed, but cozy. And the boys, they met early in the morning because they wanted to complete the card for Coach. In the end, what have they done?! The vanguard was plain. :D Well, can't blame, guys are always like this. So they asked for my help at the pit earlier on. Of course, i agreed! It's my forte mah, right! Haha, whatever. Okay, so some of us started on the card, while the rest started on topics again! (; All and all, left FR's house at 1am plus, near 2.

Love this clique tonnes k. :D

(We are meeting up soon, i think!)

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CHRISTMAS IN ADVANCE! :D

FAMILY'S BBQ.

Cousinz, Love them! :D

Cny's round the corner, can get to see my cousinz again. How lovely! There's still lots of events that i've yet to update about.. Christmas countdown, Christmas Day, New year's countdown, Ruting's bday celebration and some outings! O level results? My choices for school? So many. Maybe i won't be updating some, too bad! (; I shall go get everything sort out, and start on another post alright. This sounds like a joke. If only, pigs can fly......

Cny! So excited alright. So many meet ups with friends, going house visiting! I like! :D

2008-11-28T23:26:00.013+08:00

A long update?

Stay tuned.

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MY PRECIOUS LOVE, MANDYWEESEPING!

Hi Love, sorry that this birthday dedication came so late. But still, Happy Belated Birthday! Our friendship started off ever since you first came into CCHY. And know what? We managed to stay so close together for a total of 3 years. 3 years may be short, but the memories we created together in these 3 years is enough to accompany us for this whole life-time. Am i right? :) Ever wonder how life will be like if we had not became sucha close friends. Dull? Boring? Colourless? I guess so! I'm really glad i had you in my 4 years in CCHY. It had definitely made it more ful-filling. You always stood by me, whenever i'm in need of someone, i really thank you for that. No matter how upset, how down i was, you never failed to turn my day into a good one. I remembered during DanceCamp'07, we had such a long chat, in the middle of the night, in the sports hall! It's something that i'll really remember. The really special friend i have, MandyWee, is a happy, cheerful girl. Remain that way for-ever, alright? :) Though I've graduated, but that doesn't mean our friendship will come to an end. We have promised our regular meet-ups right? And i promised that i'll meet up with you two whenever i can. Promise's a promise. I will never go back on my words. Next year, remember to study hard, it's really a crucial year. But if you got stressed up somehow, feel free to look for me. I'll be there! I'll do anything just to have you braced up. :) Most importantly, do take good care of yourself okay. You're really a wonderful friend, of mine. I love you, way so much.

And for sure, i'll miss you.

Your adorable kid for-ever, YYT. (:

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25th November, 2008.

Belated Celebration for M.W.S.P.

Lovey(s).

Forever, my precious two!

Hope you like it. :)

Snacks are FAN-TASTIC! Tasty. :D

Hi again! Was extraordinary fun being with the two of them. Due to my Os, so could only celebrate Mandy's birthday recently. The greedy 3 bought so many snacks from MUJI, but please, it's because it's just so yummy. We gave in to temptations! And i had a hard time stopping MandyWee from snacking! I even have to confiscate her paper bag! Took 171 home. I love long bus rides, so shall have it soon with the two of them. When we were about to reach, Wee prompted me with some questions. Have more chats soon k, Love. :) In conclusion, the day is great!

More outings soon, with my M.C.S.M & M.W.S.P!

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26th November, 2008.

A stay@home day! I like. :D Went out only at night for dinner, with sister @ Causeway. Know what? I dropped my SB Cardholder, without realising it. When i came to realise, it was already too late. I became so flustered, but kept on telling myself not to panic. I went rounds and rounds, looking at the floor, but to no avail. D: But but but, when i went to the Information Counter to check, it was there!! Someone reported it!! :D I was so happy then. No words can descibe my relieve then..
To that anonymous someone: I really thank you alot! You're a good Samaritan! And may all the good luck falls on you. :) THANKS.

Lucky me!

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27th November,2008.

Met up with JMs after my FT! Went to some shops, and homed! Had fun, though rather worn-out that day. :)

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28th November,2008.

Accompanied Love to get the stuffs she have yet to get it for JP. :) Came by so many nice stuffs. We're getting this pullover we saw, tomorrow! So excited. Thanks Edaddy for your help! :D You're great. And Wee has this friend, big funny joker. Read her blog if your curiosity is tempting you.
And Mandy's on a laughing pill today, laughed so much, non-stop.
Practically laughing at everything!
Except for the part, due to her friend.

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Reminiscences.

I MISS 2D'06! ):

I miss Xiamen! ):

I miss DanceCamp'07! ):

Goodbye.

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YYT;

MY PLACE!

2008-11-23T23:51:00.010+08:00

Posted on 26 November, 1.39AM.

Firstly, new song launched. Peaceful, soothing, ear-pleasing. Enjoy.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST HONEY, CRYSTAL!

Horn, though this special dedication came late, but it's still from the bottom of my heart! Happy Birthday honey! Welcome to the world of 16. I waited for 5 months, and finally you're in the same world as mine! ;p From strangers, to casual classmates, to good friends, and finally honey! In these 4 years, we came by so much together, so much so that it can't be described in mere black and white. Honey, thanks for always being there when i needed someone by my side. Just like the O Level period, if you weren't there with me all the while, i know i would have break down. Like after CG paper1, when i was really down and tearing, due to the paper, you came forward and consoled me. Thanks for all the encouragements and motivations that kept me going. I've made alot of friends in the journey that lasted for 4 years in CCHY. But you're one that i really want to treasure and keep it with me always, with all my heart. (: You're a friend that is important to me. Though we've graduated, but that definitely does not marks the end of our friendship. We must keep it going, no matter what. In the future, be it rain or shine, i'll always be a call or text away. Next year, when we go on separated ways, always remember that you will be in my heart! I'll surely miss the days we used to argue with each other, non-stop, and you.. always complaining that i'm bullying you.. All these will leave an indelible mark in my heart. I Love You, My Friend.

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING, IN THESE 4 YEARS.
You're just.. great.
(:

WXH & BXH, FOR LIFE.

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Cute, adorable, kawaii Love!

(She never ask me to mention all these! HAHA. Did i miss out any, love?)

This cute, adorable, kawaii(HAHA!) Love came to my place that day to chill, chat, complete Wee's prez, etc etc..! With my professional(Ya right!) skills, whipped up our own dinner. Carbonara! Yummy to the end of the world! :D She pestered me to on my Webcam, and so i did... Did funny stuffs, and walked her to Woodlands Station, at 8 plus. Overall, nice day with her. (: Loveya, dearest!

And of course, not forgetting my beloved WEE! MWSP, LOVE YA TILL BITS, ALWAYS.

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Day out with my 2 precious Love!

25 November 2008.

Will update once i got hold of all the pictures. (:

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Quote, of the week:

Make the best out of your life. First step: Be Happy. (:

Movie.

2008-11-21T22:41:00.004+08:00

OH HI!

So. How was today? Only shutted my eyes at 4am this morning. My day started at 12 plus. Not too bad right? :) Caught Beverly Hills ChiHuaHua with Ed and Rt today, AT (Alex, now cannot laugh already right?)AMK hub. Not too bad a show, catch it if you're desperately in need of a good laugh!
'I'M TINY BUT MIGHTY!' (From the movie.)

4 years, so hastily.

2008-11-21T01:54:00.003+08:00

Presenting....

HTTP://WWW.BOUNDLESSEUPHORIA.BLOGSPOT.COM. :D

By now, most of you will have been used to my habit for my blog. What i mean? Whenever the blog starts to rot, when i revived it, i'll change the layout and the url, and just reappear! Thanks to my beloved MandyChooSweetMun for the nice bg! (:
Okay, now that I'm back! I have so much to say! Where should i start? Where? Where? Where?!

Though it came far too late, I'm aware, but i would still like to exclaim aloud..
.
..
...
....
.....
......

GCE 'O' LEVEL IS OFFICIALLY OVER.

Do you know how much is that a relief? So now, i'm enjoying life, like way to the maximum! It's the first ever period of time that I'm feeling so relaxed, and can do what i feel like doing, any day, any time! How great is that, you tell me! It's totally cool! But aye, it's to repay the efforts i've put in for Os. I really slogged my guts out for that, and felt worn-out, totally, during that time! Really glad that it's ALL over.

So a major question.
What am i doing recently?

Had many meetups with many many friends, and had outings that we promised before Os! Life's really fun-filled, enjoyable, and happiness filled the air! For the first time, i want to say....
LIFE

IS

GOOD!

Of course.. Job-hunting too.
We need cash-flow for almost everything!
So please pray hard for me!

AND.. I'M REALLY TURNING NORTURNAL.
For example: Now, the time is 3.09am!

So as not to bore you guys, here's a picture. Shall post more sooon!

BIG-B'S THE LOVE!

2008-10-01T22:28:00.002+08:00

O LEVELS.

O LEVELS.

O LEVELS.

Got so stressed up all because of the two words above.
Sometimes i really hoped that i'm still in my sec 3 year.
There will still be plenty of time for me to prepare.
But sometimes, i will look at it differently.
Won't it be better for it to end, once and for all?
Every single one of us are given the same amount of time.
It's just that i didn't grab hold, and make full use of it.
So for the remaining of less than 20 days, i will do my very best, to do everything that i can.
AND I BELIEVE, *I CAN GET WHAT I WANT.
I STRONGLY BELIEVE.
{ Quoted by Coach Yvonne, Project Super Achievers. }

I'm really glad that i have so many wonderful friends around. (: Times when i got so stressed up, they cheered me on. They encourage me.... They motivate me.....
All these, i will remember. (: I just love you guys so much.
And i'm just going to hang in there, and give the best out of me.
Os, here i come.
(:

Y.O.K.E.T.I.N.G!
YOU CAN DO IT.
(:

Graduation, soon.....
Goodbye.

2008-09-02T19:32:00.006+08:00

{Edited}

OH HI!

FRET NOT, YOU'RE NOT IN YOUR DREAMS!
I LOGGED IN TO BLOGGER!

USUAL QUESTION, AT THE START OF EVERY POST.
How come i decided to update, out of a sudden?

SAME ANSWER.

1st-Just feel like it!

2nd-Since my blog has been on a serious on-hold since a good June 15.

PRELIM1, CAME TO AN END IN JULY.
RESULTS: HOW BAD YOU CAN IMAGINE!
Well, i've only myself to blame.
For the insufficient amount of efforts put in.

PRELIM2, LAST PAPER ON LAST FRIDAY.
Some papers were slightly more manageable as compared to the previous prelim, which is definitely a good thing for us.
Put in more efforts for Prelim2, after being thrown right at my face, the Prelim1's results slip.
HOPEFULLY, I'LL SCORE BETTER THIS TIME ROUND. (:
Praying hard....

During the period of Prelims2, really a coincidence, almost everyone around me kept having headaches, after studying for a short while... etc, for almost everyday. The feeling isn't good alright. But just can't help it. Without having to say, it's because of the intensive revisions everyday ever since Prelims1 started.. AND it's because we're not used to such intensive studying.. that's why. So, I guessed everyone really need a good break, before conquering the Major O again.
So i hope the sept holidays will be a good time for all to have a mental break.
After that, it's war time against books again. 8)
People, we can!

I was being told that i was too stressed up, by some. Due to my over-anxiousness during exam(s) period...etc. I was told i need to R-E-L-A-X! I was even taught some ways to relax.
OK, hope it really helps. (:
Hope i'll recover soon, from every sickening health problems i'm facing.
ESP, my swollened back, and serious flu.
During Prelims2, for almost every paper, i got so flared up by the pain caused by my back, i can't focus on doing my paper, and even thought of giving up. The pain was really unbearable ok.
And, do you know how suffering it is to wake up in the middle of the night, almost every night, sit there, sneeze non-stop, and use tonnes of tissues..?! RAH.

25 DAYs.
25 DAYs..
25 DAYs...

Yeah, 25 days left in school, after the sept holidays, before... we, the graduating batch, graduate from the school, and off to our study break, and the Major O.

All the best to graduating batch'08!
:D

The traditional words: WE CAN DO IT!

Okay. Now, where's the momentum and motivation i'm seriously in needddddd!

GRADUATE. GRADUATING. GRADUATION.
MANY ARE ALREADY TIRED....................................
So i guess, it's not a bad thing for most.

SHALL MAKE A MOVE THEN!

IDENTICALCROSSROADS.BLOGSPOT.COM, IS ON HOLD!

2008-06-15T23:57:00.008+08:00

It's yet another week.

Some days back. A day with Ruting. Mm, it've been quite some time since the two of us went out on our own, just the two of us together. So, decided to catch up a lil'. Had lunch @ TCC. Food was good, services praised. Time spent there chatting, and laughing when the photos which came out so superly hilarious! Travelled to quite a lot of places that day, for the different reasons. On the way home, all the time, she was telling me that i should really start studying, how much time i'm left with, and whether i want to smile or cry on the day we collect our results. Thanks all, ting. (: I was at least, a little bit more, motivated!

Ps: And she whines non-stop whenever the sun's out! Ha.

I see the word best before the word friends. (:

Friday. F.i.n.a.l.l.y! The long-waited outing. :D We promised on this since so long ago, and it's here, and the day was fun-filled definitely! Met up with my beloved one, lunched at PepperL. Crapped, Laughed, Chatted. Shopped around everywhere we could, in town. (: And we were so lucky on that day k, the day the BBOY CHAMPIONSHIPS was held at The Heeren! Way too cool. Though we didn't get to see the exact competition, but the workshop and practices were great too. The day was good, really. LovesHoney, way so much!

Always found by my side, with me, throughout.

After parting with crys, met up with A.l.e.x! Had dinner. Previously, we dealed on choosing our presents one day. So... went to shop around for our belated birthday presents. I must say he's good with directions, he knows the shortest routes to here and there. Gave my legs an easier job! I was crapping to him, all the time. HAHA. He entertained some of it though. Cooolll, and got both ours on that day! TYVM for it, brother! :D Hope you like yours too!

All the time, the great advices, and the endless laughters.

Saturday. Met up with Love. Supposedly with Mandyc too, but she's tooo lazy and tired. Pig, really! Lunched with her @ PASTAMANIA. We called that day, a restocking day. Went to Fairprice(s) to look for the desired goodies. And my crazy love, bought a whole lot of food! While i got myself some titbits and bstuffs. (: With her, always so much fun, a moment free from worries and happy! Loveya.

Okay, now, some explanations. Previously, i updated a post on my birthday celebrations. And unfortunately, some weren't able to see, due to some errors in the post. It was a long post, i worked on it for a few hours. Now, i don't know where exactly went wrong. Have been trying to figure it out these days, tried ways, but still, no signs of success. So those who saw the post will realise that i've actually removed it already. Well, it's because only will the posts section in my blog not disappear if i remove that post, for some viewers. Fret not, i'll do something about it! (:

July's nearing. Which means October is. Graduation then. Mixed feelings. Four years. All the memories. All the friendship bonds. Every little things. The unity. The spirit. The laughters. The fun. Will stay on, definitely!

Secondary4'2008 batch, marked!

Not forgetting Prelims, Olevels. ): ): ):

Year2006, the best year in my secondary school life.

Everything was just so good, back then, really.

2008-06-01T21:15:00.004+08:00

HAPPY SWEET 16TH, Y.O.K.E.T.I.N.G! :D

It's first june today.

Post will be up either tomorrow, or the day after tmr.
Why? It gonna be a long one.
That's why. (:

THANKS FOR ALL, PRECIOUS DEARLINGS.
Love Y'all. Inserts hearts*

A birthday, filled with happiness, yet a little disappointment.

2008-05-26T11:54:00.010+08:00

Pain, that can't be imagined.

Stunned? Shocked?
Yeah, i know it's friggin' gross. Eager to know how on earth this cut came about? Bet you are.

Where should i start from? Okay, went to Bugis with my girlys. Despite the crowd, the heat, the ear-piercing volume on the streets, the suffocating air, things were fine, till then. We were standing outside a shop, looking at some of the gadgets there. I was leaning on a wall, just a VERY VERY SHORT ONE, about 15 centimetres or less, before the shop next door.

Halfway through, the owner of the shop next door, out of nowhere, pulled down the shutter. And know what? My arm was right on the sharp edge of the shutter. So when she/he pulled down the shutter, the sharp edge of it dragged on my arm. It looks bad right?

My first reaction was to turn back, and look at my arm! Initially, just a long line of scratch? But soon after, blood began to flow. Now surrounding it, bruised. Wash the wound, stop the bleed using tissues. Sisters got really freaked out, at the sight of it. On that day itself, the cut really looks quite bad.

These days, applied antiseptic, twice a day. It's painful when comes in contact with water. But what to do? I still have to bathe. I just have to bear with the pain. When i sleep, i can't toss and turn. Provided, you want to see me, waking up in the night, crying for mummy. Mentioning about mummy, my mom doesn't know about this. If she were to know about it, i bet she's going to nag hard at me, for being so careless, blah, etc. I think i should really save myself from all that. So ya, try hard to get the cut out of her sight. And luckily, after three days, she still doesn't know about it!

So friends, not to worry. The cut's getting better, the pain's reducing gradually. And me, i, definitely is not going to let this dampen my spirits, my mood. NO WAY MAN! (:
I'll still look forward to the sentosa trip! Hope it recovers by then. I KNOW IT WILL!

So for now, the cut still hurts upon any touch, even a very slight one. So people, try hard, not to get in contact with my right arm alright? Thanks. (:
You can still stand beside me, but on the left please!
To the left, to the left! lame!

Last but not least, thanks for all the concerns, my precious friends!

And i truly, sincerely, affectionately, love M.W.S.P &M.C.S.M, my two precious lovey.

Thanks for being with me all these while.

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The end.

Love y'all! That small little birthday wish.

2008-05-08T22:42:00.007+08:00

Apologetic.
Yes,
I'm tied up.
By uncountable number of things.
);

Elaborations.
When i've the additional time that i can devote to blogging.
I'M UTTERLY SORRY, READERS.

HAPPY SWEET 16, MY BELOVED QIAOHUI.
LY. (:

2008-05-04T10:41:00.001+08:00

identicalcrossroads@bs,
ROTTING.

You still got to lead this life on.

2008-04-08T21:52:00.002+08:00

School : Like that lorszx.
As usual, one word, boring.

Sometimes, i love rainy days.
But i hate thunders&lightnings.
):

Precious friends around me are falling sick.
):
Virus, virus, go away!

Grace: You seemed better today. (: Continue to take care of yourself okay, till you recover fully alright? Loveya.

Emily: Sugar Sugar! Take truckloads of care okay? Speed up in recovering, and you shall receive your sweettreat in no time! :D I want to see the everso strong and hyper sugar, back in school kay! Loveyou.

2008-04-06T17:37:00.002+08:00

Oh, & Wow, & as you can see, i've changed my url and the layout!
A warm welcome to all, @identicalcrossroads.

Firstly, i would like to thanks my wonderful, beloved LOVE, MandyweeSeping, for the great help and assistance for this layout! (: Thanks a lot, i♥you man!

While, secondly, I wasn't able to do a re-link to keep you guys informed that i've changed the url alrdy. Know why? Gawd. I don't know how to explain it in black and white. All i can say, there's a reason behind it. {:

A new url, A new layout, A new life, from now on.
All the best!
A happy one, A worries-free one.
:D

It's another week.
I spent the whole weekend just like that, w/out doing anything constructive. Well, the constructivity means schoolwork, revision, coursework. Oh yes, i touched none of them. Reason being, just not in the mood. I'll try to do some later, if laziness doesn't pester me!

Yesterday.
Went to meiling's house to have some pasta cooked up!
YUMS.
{:

Today.
Another boring sunday.
Stay in the house, for the whole day!
D:

But i've my always-here companion, M.W.S.P, with me, the whole afternoon!
So i wasn't too bored!
I enjoy her company, real much.
:D
loveya.

A schoolweek starts again, tomorrow...

The world used to be beautiful to me.

Obstacles.

2008-04-02T21:43:00.006+08:00

Things are unstable.
Yeh, you can't imagine how much i'm affected by it.

I'll be okay.
Yes, i want to be, & i hope i can be.
(:

Self-deceiving.
Does it helps?

OKAY, BE BRAVE, AND BRACE UP, MY DEAR YIMYOKETING.
YES, YOU CAN DO IT.

Love, friends, girlfriends, REALLY FINE I AM!
Not to worry.
(:

Time. Needed.
Tides. Will be over.
Things. Will be fine.
Days. Will be back.
Yes. What i really want to ask, for now.

Graduation, in no time. ):

2008-03-30T13:13:00.002+08:00

I feel bad about myself.
)':
I know the feeling of that.
I understand the feeling.
But why.

Sigh.
Forgive me, forgive myself.

2008-03-29T22:57:00.005+08:00

Last day of Motivational Workshop!
):
Feeling rather sad when i think of this.

Many people have different perspectives towards anything.
For this workshop, i felt that i really gained something from it.
And ya, that i really liked it alot.
Of course, i preferred this so much more than those lessons.
LESSONS ARE ALWAYS SO DISGUSTING, SO GROSS.
When i think of school, i feel like sleeping..

Yesterday, SECOND DAY OF THE WORKSHOP.
Didn't post about it. Because ya, i was too tired.
Well, i dont know why.
Maybe used up too much energy in the day. Ha.
The Second day-workshop was rather fruitful. We got to know our own personalites, whether we're a right or left brainer, and what kind of a learner are we. Things like that. Was super, extraordinary FUN!
(:
After all that, i understood myself a little better, i got hold of my strengths, possible weaknesses, greatest fear, and some of the ways of improvement to apply on our lifes, as well as studies.
I was also introduced to many new quotes, meaningful ones, i had them copied down in the book.
Played an mrt game. Gosh, it's like so nice can. Though our thighs gets so red and blood-loaded after that. But it was fun, so definitely the pain is worth it. Ha.
Gonna start applying those i've learned, all into the rest of the days, preparing for Os.
Cool, all the best, YokeTing.

Third day! ):
Aw. Very sad to say. It's the last day of the Motivational Workshop! Well. I think i enjoyed myself so much in it, that i really don't mind continuing attending it for some more days. I want! I want! ): But well, life has to go on. Time passes really fast today. Didn't know why. Had this team building game. Wow, nice! :D Laughs. The best part of today, was the AUTOGRAPH SESSION. We got to write on the books of some of our friends, sharing our understanding towards that person through this three days of getting-along! The feeling of going round the place, writing words of lucks for others, was really wonderful! It's a pity, i didn't have the chance to write on all the books. Well, i don't mind if i've the chance to. Ya. You know. We have words for everybody, so we should get a chance to share it all. Right? Agrees fully. Reading through those comments the coaches and my fellow friends have for me, i felt really touched. And it reminds me that this is the last year i'm gonna be in here, with all the familiar faces, with the voices and smiles from people daily. Imagine one day without all that, i bet i won't get used to it. ):
Every of my post seems to have something to do with, AH, I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE SECONDARY SCHOOL.
WHAT. IT'S TRUE WHAT.
TRY ASKING SOME OTHERS.
THEY WON'T WANT TO LEAVE TOO.
RIGHT?
NOT EVERYONE CAN GETS HOW WE FEEL.
WE, OURSELVES, KNOW HOW'S THE FEELING'S LIKE.
TERRIBLE.
HORRIBLE.
VE-GETABLE.
UH. ):

I really hoped that the motivational workshop could continue.
It was really like a camp sort-of-thing.
So fun! And everything.
Definitely going to miss all the fun!
):

GOSH, ENOUGH OF ALL THESE.
BACK TO LOOK FOR SOME HAPPY FACES.
{:
I WANT LIFE, TO BE A BETTER ONE.
ACCOMPLISH IT.
YOU NEED TO, YIMYOKETING.

SHALL END.
LOVE Y'ALL!

baby, the love.

2008-03-27T21:24:00.003+08:00

FIRST DAY OF MOTIVATIONAL WORKSHOP!

Initially, few days back, I was pondering if the workshop will be just something like sitting there for about 8 hours, staring blankly at the LCD Screen, and listening to the speaker talk and lecture.

But however, it wasn't the case! :D
Since i mentioned this, you should know the workshop is really marvellous.
Why?
Yes, i'll rant non-stop if it's really boring. (:
Although i did doze off for a few minutes here and there.
LAUGHOUTLOUD.

The workshop was filled with many activities, mainly engaged in games!
And the games are just so IN-TER-EST-ING!
:D
The coach taught us some games, some familiar ones.
After each game, he will explain to us how we engaged ourselves in the games actually reflects our attitudes and values towards life.
It's really very trueeee.
And i really find it, rather meaningful.

The way the coach expresses himself, is like so WOW!
So funnayeeeeee la.
And i laughed half the time, throughout the workshop!
Let's see how the next two days will turn out.
I bet it'll be nice.
(:

But one thing, staying in an air-conditioned room for about 8 hours long, is NO JOKE. D:

Stop my feelings from affecting me.

2008-03-23T01:02:00.008+08:00

KNOCKS.
Just so unknowingly, another week has passed.
A week closer to O LEVELS.
A week closer to GRADUATION DAY.
):

I'm an O level's Candidate this year.
Why am i still so not motivated?
Why am i still not touching my books?
I need to START STUDYING, GET IT GIRL?
APRIL IS NEARING.
SIGH.

GRAD'DAY.
Yes. Sometimes in the past, i used to hope to graduate from this school as soon as possible. I've my corners of hates for this school, but similarly, there are much more corners of loves, i have, for this school.But it's when the day is really coming, you won't want it anymore. And it's happening to me, i don't want to, i don't want to leave.. But there's no way i can stop time.
SO, A PIECE OF ADVICE.
CHERISH, WHILE YOU CAN.
(:

Stop sulking...

So for the past one week, it was just about school, and just school. Nothing else happened, besides the daily routines. Ya. It was a four-day week, as friday was Good Friday. Oh man, how nice. One more day that my ears do not need to suffer from the ALARMS. I can sleep, all i can. Yes. I love Natural-Wake-Ups. (:

Since it was a day's rest for all, we shouldn't stay at home.
Met qh, rt,ml around two plus.
Headed down to Bugis and walked around first, before meeting the group for Daniel's Birthday Celebration, @ STEAMBOAT.
We met them at around five plus, and headed for some desserts first, while waiting for our seats, as we had already made reservations.
Six plus, was the STEAMBOAT TIME. Ate to our heart's content.
Enjoyed the part of throwing mushrooms here and there.
:D
Yes, we wasted quite a lot of MUSHROOMS.
Laugh out loudddds.
Walked around, Chatted for about an hour @ Bugis Station.
Qingde and Sunhui left.
While all of the rest trained to Tampines, then bused to OCH. ( Old Changi Hospital )
After that, strolled to Changi Beach.
Chatted.
Met up with Naz's dad, for fishing.
While all of us sat down on the beach,
Stares at aeroplanes.
Can really big ones know?
IT WAS REALLY NICE.
We're so superly near Changi Airport.
We saw the runway too.

But a pity, i only spotted two bright stars.
Not much stars there.
And you can imagine how sad i was.
):
So wasn't able to count, wasn't able to star-gaze.
But EastCoast's, UNCOUNTABLES.
I like, I like! But no chances to be there yet.
Around 4, walked over to Changi Village, guys filled their stomachs.
That was when some of us felt really worn-out.
Closed eyes, for a short while.

Nearing 5, the four of us cabbed home, despite the SO-NOT-SCARY CAB RATE.
Reached home.
Bathed.
Slept at 6.
(:

And wow, i woke up at 10. 4 hours of sleep. However. Anticipated, i fell asleep again, until about 12.
Since i'm not going out, since i'll be bored at home, since i don't want to stay at home..
I WENT FOR TUITION WITH QH, AND RT.
Why am i stressing on it?
Ya. Normally, we don't attend the Saturday lesson.
Cos it's a different teacher from the other lessons.
And, we don't understand what he is talking about.
Since it's so useless, we don't want to waste our time.
But THE MONEY.
Okay, i shall lessen the times i skip tuitions.
I don't want to waste the money.
):
After that, went to town to get some things.
Had our dinner.
KATSU CURRY RICE!
THUMBS UP AND A MILLIONS YUMMMMMS.
:D
Trained back, met my sister at causeway, get some things and..
HOMED.

Bad thing.
I'm having serious blocked nose.
But it's getting from bad to WORST.
Perhaps due to the sickening weather.
RAH.
D:

Next week, we'll be having the Motivational Workshop on Thursday, Friday and Saturday, from 8am-6pm, daily.
So it means no lessons on Thu and Fri!
I really hope i can gain motivation from it.
Please do, Please do!
(:

IT'S 2 AM! THOUGH I STILL HAVE QUITE ALOT TO SAY, BUT I NEED TO STOP.
ENGINES ARE STOPPING ALREADY.
I NEED SOME SLEEEPPPPP.
Though i wonder, when's the next time i'll be updating.
LAUGHS.
Sooon, i hope.

AND MY COURSWORK!
MY HOMEWORKS.
ALL PILING UP.
NO SPACE FOR BREATH.
THAT'S HOW AN O LEVEL CANDIDATE LEADS HER LIFE.

Oh yes! And i finally uploaded all the photos into my com!
It took me an hour plus.
So say bye to dry posts!
(:

Took quite a lot of photos on Daniel's birthday.
Shall upload more next time!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DANIEL!

21/3/2008.

It's your day, Daniel! (:

End of the week.

BABYLOVE♥

See the alphabets, L,O,V,E.

I'll walk, together with you, down this path.

finished @ 2.45am.

With love, YokeTing.

2008-03-15T23:27:00.004+08:00

Still a SORRY for dry posts, no pictoes!
):

Well, I'll upload them to my com if i've the time tomorrow.
Don't put too much hopes on me, maybe the word lazy will just cling on to me tomorrow, the whole day.
Laugh out LOUDS.

March hols, yes, coming to an end.
The next hols, JUNE.
STILL SO LONGGGG.
D:

However, June, i smell something.
:b
You won't know if you ain't my friend.

Till now, half the assignments done, half left undone.
The undone ones, tomorrow is the day to get it done.
Oh girl. Tongue Twister.
Though, a lousy one.

Next term, it's time.
Yes, really.
To start the intensive burying heads in books.
Well, why do i use the word intensive.
Remedials to evening starts on monday.
TO START BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE, THAT'S WHAT I PROMISED MYSELF.
(:

Besides books, i'll not forget entertainment.
ESPECIALLY MOVIES.
:D

There's seven days in a week.
Why does it seems like seven hours?
Yes, i'm refering to the march holidays.
POOF.
):

Im off.

I'll love you till the end of time.
You're so gonna be the one.

2008-03-11T13:06:00.003+08:00

Oh well. It's another rotting-at-home day.
D:

I used to grumble if there's remedials during holidays.
But now, i'm grumbling for the absence of remedials for me.
WHY?
Showing a good sign, though.

Went out to study yesterday with Ruting.
Met Pohkang and clique.
Studied, chatted.
Off for dinner with Grace, Amanda, Xiang and Bryan at SUBWAY, OUR ALL-TIME FAVOURITE!
Thumbs up!
Bryan and Amanda went off.
Grace went for her tuition later on.
So me, Ruting and Xiang waited for her.
Chatted as well.
(:

This post shall not be long.
After lunch, Homeworks again!
:D
So proud of myself.
But well, hope the determination last?
Yes.

Oh ya, i'm having tuition later.

Well, I apologize for the absence of photos, making the post look so dry.
But I'm so lazy to upload those into my computer.
I have the time, but just not in the mood.
God knows why.

Been rainy these two days.
Baby, take care of yourself.
(:

Pooofffffff. I'm off.

Refering to the time, can you please tick faster?

Emptiness kills.

2008-03-09T22:56:00.002+08:00

Oh hi, world.

I bet you people must be thinking 'See, she's not going to update anymore again. Boo.' Oh well. It's not that i didn't want to update. But these days, i've been reaching home late from school. Stayed in school for volleyball, block-catching, and oh chatting. The moment i reached home, i bathed, i prepared for school, and lay flat on my bed. My bed is my EVERSOCOMFY. :D

Shall fill you guys with details, how my days were like since Friday.

Friday was meet-the-parents.

Oh. It was so to what i've anticipated. Those words which came out of the teacher's mouth, i should say well, nothing else but negative comments throughout. She told alot to my mum, criticised me infront of my friends and my friend's parents. Afterall, you must be curious what's her main motive right. It's to separate us from our friends. So you do think those words does help you accomplish that. Naive, please don't be. I hereby declare, you're not going to see what you want, we're so gonna glue so CLOSE together. If you want to say I'm stubborn, i'm not growing up. Let it be. For any of your comments are not going to affect me.
YOU'RE NOT REGARDED AS MY TEACHER, FROM THIS MINUTE ONWARDS.
OR RATHER, THIS SECOND ONWARDS.
(:

And, just because of that, my mum rants, nags and screams at me EVERYDAY.
That's why, i hate home so much now.
I'll stay out till whenever i can.
To me.
Home, is nothing but a place of horror.

I've been told, many are not on good terms with their parents.
Well. They just don't understand what we want, what we are thinking.
Everything we do, it's so wrong to them.
Maybe the generation gap explains everything.
Academic is everything to them.
The certificate, at the end of day is what they want to see.
And, we're the oh so poor souls, having to work hard all day, just to get that printed cert for them.

Parents, ask yourself sometimes, is it being fair to your children?
Just some more, love, care, concern and understanding will do.
Is it that hard?
Is it too much to demand for?
I doubt so.
But when ain't you people doing it?

Felt at least a tinny bit better now.
AW.

Saturday.
Went presb fair, with the fellow clique. Well, it was utterly boring for me. Perhaps it's just not my day. After grabbing some bites in there, went to amk hub and caught The Eye with them. The movie, shan't elaborate on it any further. Ha. Went to yishun after that. Slacked, Chatted, Ate, Then homed.
A long day.

Sunday.
Met Mandy for breaks. :D Then Emily later on. All went separate ways later on. Met Mandy again, after her shops-for-campstuffs. She bought me an elmo ballooon.
Thanks Love, a million more love for you.
And Thanks Sugar, for the winnie with lollipop and candies.
:D

Sweet treats makes me go high, high, high.
A sweet treat a day, draws smiles on me.
Loves sweets-xchange, Love sweet treats, Love giving, Love receiving.

Monday and Tuesday.
Gonna dig my head deeep inside homeworks, and coursework.
Oh yesssssss!
Finallyyyy.
A week's holiday, A month's amount of homeworks.
That's how nice, my school teachers are.
(:

I want Wednesday to come.
I want Wednesday to come.
I want Wednesday to come.
It's the day baby gonna be back from camp.
(:
How i hope, i can just blink, and it's Wednesday.

HappyGoLucky wantobe, wasn't as successful.
No doubt, i'll still work towards it.
Determination, what is needed.

You'll be missed.

2008-03-03T21:45:00.008+08:00

Since i've abit of time before i go, shall end this day with a short post.

School, same old word.
Boring.

Went screwloose for a short while after remedial.
You won't know what i mean.
Those Do-Ra-Mi-Fa-So-La-Ti-Dossssss.
:D
You can only blame yourself, why you wasn't there.

Stocked titbits for myself.
Decided to go for mac with grace, xiang and amanda.
Touched on some topics like:
1) What's your desired place for honeymoon?
Then we came up with answers like Pulau Ubin, Sentosa, and amanda said Jb!
Lol.
Laughters filled the place.
Other questions touched on too.

Did a bit of coursework.
It's a murderer.
Yes, it almost got my life, so easily and successful.
Go away, coursework, you're so unwanted.
):

Nice weather to sleep.
And why ain't you turning in?
Go, go, go!

Happy-go-lucky, wantobe.
All the best.
(:

The sunshine brought into my life.
DanceCamp'o7.

The everything found in you.

2008-03-02T20:52:00.005+08:00

Boring sunday, oh boring sunday. D:

Stoned, munched, rotted all day.

I dread boring days.

Worried about coursework.

Slow progress.

No directions.

Driving me to a corner.

Quite a few things happened.

Left me with doubts,

filled me with uncertainties.

Bringing me to a stop.

Just when will all these stop.

JUST WHEN.

Boo.

Enough!

Now.

A happy-go-lucky wantobe!

Yes, so gonna work towards it.

School tmr, last week before a break.

Friday, meet the parents.

HELL.

No parents, no results slips.

Told ya, my school is nice.

All these piece the final episodes of the four years.

You are my sweetest dream.

Forever, that will be.

Back.

2008-03-02T00:43:00.004+08:00

Back!

Skin changed, officially back to blog.
Don't be surprised if i go missing again, cos i'm lazy.
That's that.

An important year.
A stressful one.
I can only work hard.
Cause there ain't any ways i can avoid o levels.
):

It's already March.
How many months to go.
Having so many doubts.
So many.

Enough of that, emoism?
Yucks.

School's fun with friends.
Gross with teachers.
Lessons, even worse.
(:

Sugar, hope you like the lollipop.

You're so gonna be loved by me, always.
(:

Gonna catch The Leap Years with Baby!

EMPTYINDULGENCE@BS, REVIVED!

2007-09-15T02:29:00.000+08:00

WILL YOU UPDATE?
WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO UPDATE?
TOMORROW IS SCHOOL REOPENING?
I've been listening to these recently.
So since i'm quite unoccupied, i shall update a little about some disastrous life stories.
And of course, i'm refering to me myself. (:

Firstly, why am i not updating?
MY COMPUTER'S DOWN WITH DONT-KNOW-WHAT-PROBLEM.
that answers everything.
Secondly, common test results.
a little late to actually mention these.
keep it short then.
failed 3 with f9,e8,d7!
pretty ones.

Other than that.
PROBLEMATIC, I SHOULD SAY.
Sometimes i question myself,
what's exactly happening?

Will anyone tell me, what is the best thing to do to salvage the situation?

UNCERTAINTY IN ME.

2007-06-24T21:04:00.000+08:00

Countdown to school reopens. ]:<
shoooo, how unwanted can that be!

But we have no choices? (: So yeah, school's starting tmr & i've yet to complete any single piece of homework. Holidays passed really fast and where are the feelings that you are going to school tomorrow, yoketing! nowhere to be found.

I'm wondering how long will the speeches be tomorrow?
How long will we be suffering under the SO-NOT-SCORCHING-SUN?
How naggy will the teachers be when it comes to appearance checks?

Lastly, what should i be bringing to school tomorrow? no idea.

BYE ALL! (:
see you guys in school tomorrow.

i'm truly tired for always having to answer the questions you bombard me with. /:
i plead for a break.

2007-06-13T22:38:00.000+08:00

Shrek The Third! (:

caught shrek 3 with ting, danial & alan today, it's was super amusing (: A pity that it's just an hour plus thing or my lungs would have burst, with all the laughter. went to store for some chats before we met grace for dinner @ pizzahut.
YUMMY!

Problems have been coming in ever since i came from china?
Just like what i've said, singapore's really reality. What have really got me down were the rise of family problems. Ya, children will always be the ones being implicated & be their self-claimed reasons for not divorcing. It's just to make them feel less guilty and push all the blames away from themselves. Wow, self-deceiving, i should call that? Home, a place where you will feel most comfortable in. Why doesn't this applies to me? Incomplete home, since young. Though it got better these years, now it became a place of endless havoc. Parents, quarrelling at home for some silly stuffs. What we can do is only standing aside helplessly? Yeah. When can't i be like everyone else? having a more peaceful home, a place where you will feel good in? Just a little will do. When i'm overseas, thought about home. Wondered if everything were fine, did anything crop up? Now, i question myself if there was a need to...

numb-ed.

2007-06-12T16:32:00.000+08:00

It's showtime!

Pictures says all (:

During school hours, camwhored! (:

Mr goh laughed at the poses.

No evils, used to be the IN-thing!

Ya, you!

Wacky Tongues! (:

ERM?!

Wallets for sale!

Eheheh, balancing equations. -.-

26/o5! (:

Birthday at EASTCOAST!

The people! :D

Splendid weather for wonderful outing! (:

BicycleSsS!

:D

me, ME!

Give me WHATEVER, will you ANYTHING? (:

I WANT! ]:

Second birthday cake'o7!

LOVES!

DARS[:

First birthday cake'o7! (:

GREATEST DARLS!

I SMELLED VINEGAR! :D

Girlfriends!

lunched!

GROUPY!

PRINTS! (:

Okay, we will. :D

BLISSFUL! (:

DISCOVER THE JOKE! :D

my girls!

For the xiamentrip'o7 photos! (: stay tuned!

don't forget, there's a post below!

2007-06-12T15:45:00.000+08:00

Been blog-surfing these days, rather guilty for not updating after reminders & more reminders..
So, i shall update since i'm trying hard to pass time. (:
let's make it more grand, since it's hard seeing me updating.

IM UPDATING NOW!! :D
okayyy, i know i'm lame.

To start the ball rolling.. IM BACK FROM CHINA!
The trip was rather fruitful since i brought so many things. (:
To further get an idea how much is many?
when i left for china, my luggage weighs 10kilos.
when i return, it weighs.. 29kilos.
:D
plus quite alot of stuffs are on hand luggages & stufftoys with boys!
ohmygod.
girls don't arcade, but shop!

First few days there were boring.
everyday, i would rant incessantly that i want singapore& stuffs like that?
we were doing things like attending school, dine & sleep. /:
but for the next few days, when we went to some tourist attractions.
okay, i should say life got better (:
As for accommodations..
The Quanzhou hotel was superb!
with lots of tv programs available, wonderful facilities..
& i stayed up to watch doraemon, my all-time favourite!
& my lovely samsoon. (:
As for the villa, which we only got to live in for one day.
how sad. ]:
it's a two-storey high one, something like a bungalow with 6 living in one!
it's big, comfy, beautiful although we got electricity cut-offs for quite a number of times.
that night, did silly stuffs like gulping down tea, laugh& watching tv with the boys. (:
As for the hostel in the school village?
okay, counted our home in china.
abit filthy but it's overall nice (:
For the food we get to eat?
wow, more than enough?
i wonder if more calories came knocking on the door. /:

The trip has its goods& bads.
needed to gulp down the anger you developed towards a person?
i just dont know why you feel so good when you provoked people with your lousy attitudes& words.
what's so nice being so evil?
i just dont get why.
friendships in the past.
what is it to you?
i questioned myself.

Enjoyed, crapped quite a lot.
ESPECIALLY HON, with my jungle salsa!
DAR, her roller!
[:

As for the events before i went to china!
celebration with girlfriends.
celebration with 2d's guys.
they are all LOVES!
A GREAT THANKS!
the presents tooooo. :D ilovethem!
i'll update about them too soon!

Boys, thanks for coming to the airport. (:

Thanks zixian for coming& also helping to push the luggages!
and the picture tooooo! :D loves.

Thanks the people for sending me birthday messages though my phone wasn't with me(:

Back to Singapore, back to reality.
Family problems s***s. /:

i'm off. :]

takecare& love y'all.

2007-05-30T10:00:00.000+08:00

HEY, surprised to see me updating when i'm supposed to be in xiamen?
yeah, i'm in xiamen now, mainly having lessons with them & they are having a computer exam now so we are able to use the computer. [:

Shall share with you guys how's life over here!
The flight yesterday was four hours& we sat according to name orders.
&wow, i sat with two other strangers. /:
So i slept throughout the trip.
Scenery?
okaye, i can only see CLOUDS! :D
But it's nice lah, cos we're above them! :]

Yesterday was about some tour-about-the-school.
was quite boring as we weren't very interested, i should say?
What's worst?
we were trapped in our room at night!
the door knob of the room is spoiled when we checked-in.
At that time, there was a cockroach in our room, bathroom to be exact.
& WE CANT BATHE!
We shouted but noone came.
But later on, weidong wants his jacket and he came.
So, problem solved!

As for today, lessons lessons & just lessons. /:
It's all in mandarin and I DONT UNDERSTAND AT ALL.
so i fell asleep!
for now, finally we have some time to like contact with you guys! ]:

You know what?
I REALLY WANT TO RETURN BACK TO SINGAPORE!!
8 more days..
dreadful!

For my friends, i really miss you guys!
So, still the word takecare yeah?
i'll be back real soon. [:
hopefully.

I miss singapore, i miss singapore's food, i miss chocolates, i miss my bed, i miss my computer, i miss my phone and most importantly, I MISS MY FRIENDSSSSSS! ]:
I WANT TO GO BACK!
life here's, terrible.

2007-05-29T01:44:00.000+08:00

Before i go, i shall blog a little incase you guys miss me too much (:

now the time's like 1.46am and i've to wake up at 4am.

when am i still not asleep?

just had too much to do, and more of misses of singapore& friends. ]:

But friends, do take care while i'm away and make sure nothing happen to you guys.

alrights? [:

i'll be back sooon, just ten days!

& yeah, i'll be spending my birthday overseas for the very first time.

wonder how it'll be like?

i'll share with you guys when im back.

i'll not be bringing my handphone over.

so if you were to send a birthday message or something.

rest assure that your bill won't cost a bomb (:

Details of the flight [:

Departure.

Reporting day&date: 29.5.2007 ( tuesday )

Time: 6.00am.

Venue: Changi Airport terminal 1, CA counter.

Flight number: CA958 (0815/1220)

Arrival.

Date: 7.6.2007 ( Thursday )

Arrival Time: 10.00pm

Venue: Changi Airport Terminal 1.

Flight number: CA 957 ( 1745/2200)

That's all (:

seriously, i really don't bear to leave.

it's really the feeling of leaving...

While typing this post, sensation to tear..

BUT I"LL BE BACK SOOOOON! (:

Incase you forget how i look or something?

now you won't? (:

Goodbye, miss Y'all!

2007-05-22T21:58:00.000+08:00

alrights, shall blog a little today?

attended the xiamen briefing yesterday, pretty interesting. But sitting on the chair for 2 hours, it hurts. [: so yeah, we'll be leaving next tuesday on 29/5 and back on 7/6. will include more details on the flight and stuffs as the day nears. [:
So, today. school was boring & i slept in class. wow, but however. my bed's more comfy!
3 more days.. just bear with it.

went to dance today[:
pretty nice, learned new dance.
another wow to dance!
So, hope everything will go in a straightline.

Birthday celebration with 2d's, this Saturday [:
The people organising, the people planning, the people attending..
A big pat on your shoulder, thankyou.
:] loveyou guys!

& i'm getting a surprise?
noone wants to reveal anything to me about the celebration.
now you know their lips are so tightly-sealed.
thanks people, i appreciate the efforts. [:

bye all. [:

ZERO ZERO, EMPTY MOOD.
no idea what exactly is corrupting my mind.
poof.

2007-05-18T22:38:00.000+08:00

oh, today's a friday which means tomorrow's a day off [:

Were rather worn-out these days, clueless of the reason?
dreading myself down the bed every morning, that's what i do. Now, life bores me every minute, every second. /: Intended to skip school to replenish some sleep but the minute i think of those papers, i'll tell myself ' ah, forget it. just attend school. ' So, i did.

Results were wow wow wow, marvellous (:
Take a look, i'm curious for your reaction.
hah.

English: 22/50.
okaye, i passed the comprehension section but not the summary. The comments given by miss teng was that it was an incoherent account and i had no idea what the question was asking for, so goodbye marks [:

Maths: 38/100.
For this, it's more than expected. [: 25 f9s in my class, and im one of them. 33/44 failed!

Chinese: 120/200.
BORDERLINE PASS. /:

Physics & Chemistry.
32,29 /50 respectively.
okaye, i passed combscience(:

Social studies: 20/50.
Well, the whole cohort failed except for 5? obviously, it wont be from our class (: we had empty passers.

Elective History: 24/50.
failed by that pathetic one? aww, that's fate so just let it be.

Coregeog: 19/50.
A few failed for this. The paper was rather manageable but i forgot what and how i should answer the questions instantly so gave up. /:

Not really in the mood to blog.
life's getting somehow deep and meaningless.
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Tomorrow's early birthday celebration with girlfriends(:
thanks for all.
LOVE YOU ALL, MY LADAYYES.
:D

really a shocking one.

2007-05-14T21:21:00.000+08:00

declaration to make: I'M BACK. [:

THE IN-THING?

these weeks, MYEs have been tying me down.

but you must cracking your brains that i actually study?
that's the reason why i couldn't fork out the time to update.
& since i've not started describing those papers, i shall do it now.

Social Studies.
the paper was rather fine, except for the fact that we've alot to write & we're given insufficient time. most of us spent too much time on the source-based questions and didn't have time for the essay question. same goes for me, so i scribbled and blabbered on the essay question. previous day, mugged so hard for the exam topics & was quite worried about the sri-lanka chapter, cos i can't get what the text are talking about? so too bad. but the good thing is, no questions on sri-lanka except for essay. but common sense, of course i didn't do that question (:

English.
nothing nice to describe. the passages were wow wow wow. if you're a born-english person, you'll get what the passages means. (:

History.
same format as social studies, but due to the lack of knowledge and all, i guess i'm flunking this paper (: cos i crapped, throughout.

F&N.
people exclaimed that it's a giveaway but for me, no! i forgot what i studied, that's the worst thing. & i can even get proteins and carbohydrates wrong. call yourself a F&N student, nice (:

Coregeography.
another wow case, though the questions were not tough but i fell asleep while studying for only a few pages? & there flew my marks.

EMATHS.
the paper was @#%#$^%#&%&* okaye? i'm born a maths retard so yeah, the questions got me down, totally so i gave up leaving dozens of blanks (:
not surprise if i get marks below fifty.

CHEMISTRY.
it's sort of fine, i would say. but not going to score, cos i wrote what i could think of into the paper, some that doesn't even make any single sense. may god bless me :]
mrs choo gonna go ' YOKETING, PAY MORE ATTENTION. A1 A1 ' again. /:
like as if it's possible.

PHYSICS.
GIVEAWAY (: so hope that's the only subject that i can be proud of.

HIGHER CHINESE.
oh man, i know it's time to retire from chinese after taking the paper. [:

so now, EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER! :D
but not even a single marking day for us to rest after mugging so hard.
thanks to who, you guys know clearly (:
mr yap, we miss you~
so tomorrow, it's time to face the music.
papers are back, & results are gonna be right in your eyes.
regardless of low or high. :]
lucks, people!

after exams, it's gonna be more fun & still fun [:
but we must be more decisive, isn't it?
now, life's now so boring.
yeah, even with friends.
we can make it better?
]:
activities's list!

life's like a daily timetable.
school..
slack..
home..
sleep..
how nice.

oh ya, before i go.
CHILDREN'S DAY! [:
only some will get what i mean.
people like yongchun, zhijie and somemore [:

To a significant someone.
you're enjoying life, from my point of view? I'm happy for you. but have you ever thought of the times we used to like go together, laugh & all? i bet you've forgotten all as you're covered with the present memories. so i'm here to wish you all the best in your life (:
maybe, i can only be your friend once.
but i still love you, once my great friend. :]

BYE ALL, LOVEY'ALL :D

2007-05-05T22:57:00.000+08:00

& so, people i'm here again! won't you be wondering, exam period.
& i'm updating.
know why?
studying just don't captures any of my attention.
first paper was SS, & wow. i studied so hard for it but everything went into the drain. waste of my efforts. /:
thanks to the source-based question which grabbed away so much of my time, ending up having not enough time for structured essay question so i crapped.
so, i'll be daydreaming how much would i get for that.
don't be surprise if i only reached level 1 for the paper.
rights.
so went to the library for study group with weidong, yongchun & pohkang.
[:
laughters, and all.
oh ya, yongchun had a hard time teaching me those laws for emaths.
hah. :D
but the way i solve the questions, he laughed.
you know why, it's far out-of-the-point. :x
how nice [:
blame me for those cute-ness-sity.
:D
for the rest of the papers, wish me luck people.
& mugging's seriously not something for me.
cos i get sleepy so easily!

with that, ZHIJIE GET WELL FAST FAST [:
& people, all the best for the rest of the papers!

2007-04-27T21:09:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ZHIJIE [:

hope you like the card & the present [:

I shall update since i want to avoid the fact that i have to STUDY!

cos mids are just round the very corner.

or rather should i say it've started?

yup.

so far, we have taken the chinese oral exam

& paper ones today. [:

chinese oral exam :

passage was rather okaye, except that i did not know a few words & just read anyhow. :D

as for the question part, ohmygod.

it was about the facilities of the National Library and blah.

i did not know what was book reviews in chinese. ;x

so just made up one, which sounded so outttt.

& halfway through, there were thunder & lightning.

i paused and shutted my ears.

mr yip laughed [:

oh, forget it since it's over. :D

We had our paper ones today.

FOUR compositions in a day?

it can make my hands break right after that.

topics were rather fine for me.

Chinese wasn't tough, the topics were manageable. [:

English, zzz. -.-

firstly, i gave the wrong format.

it was a report, but i wrote a formal letter.

may god bless me. :x

& situational writing, over the word limit.

aww man, i give up.

& one thing, i forgot to bring a chinese dict today.

so went up to mr pek and asked for one. :x

wow, & i didn't expect him to joke this way.

' Do i look like a dictionary to you? '

& he started giggling.

gosh. :x

but he still get one for me from mr oh.

h ya, & mdm sue is super efficient in chasing for her work. :x

even at napfa, before i wanted to do sit-ups.

'Handed in files?'

& today, she invigilated us.

after the paper, she started chasing for homeworks again.

but seriously, i owe her piles of work. :x

okaye, give me time.

i'll be handing in some on monday.

or else my grades for CA is zero.

after paper ones, xuemin the birthday eve girl treated lunch [:

next, disastrous.

no elaborations. :x

went to centrepoint and crapped with daddy.

he looks much better & younger in his new levis specs. :D

aww, i miss my fellow colleagues but i can't work.

exams are getting me down!

plus over-dued work. /:

So when i reached home today, sorted out my overdued works. [:

take a look.

1) Maths worksheet.

2) Make intergrated consolidated revision.

3) Social Studies SEQ + worksheet that follows on Vehicle Quota..

4) History SBQ + imcomplete one = total TWO. /:

5) SBQ question in comparison skill notes.

6) Geography Article.

7) Physics File.

8) F&N carbohydrates worksheet.

9) SS mini project, interview on old folks.

10) SS powerpoint presentation project.

11) F&N 40 pages coursework.

12) Informal letter.

13) SS graphic organisers on chapter 2/3.

& i've not touched on one. :x

weekends are booked.

but seriously, i dont think i'll be touching them.

no motivation at all.

Plus, have to revise for the upcoming papers.

my god, give me a break please. /:

I really do not have enough time to do all these.

i'm not a robot.

MIDS, im really not in the mood to mug.

god knows why.

so sweet. [:

xuemin's birthday gift from us [:

Good-Bye.

Love y'all [:

2007-04-24T21:24:00.000+08:00

i'm here to update, for my full-time readers. :D

Happy Birthday Xuemin, in advance! [:

Happy 15th birthday, dear girl. [:

Nuer, you rock. [:

So, on saturday. We went to celebrate her birthday one week earlier as grace can't make it next week. [: People present : me, grace, ruting, zixiang, lihua, fengrong, ben, junhe, daniel, zhiqiang, qingde!

supposed to meet grace at 11 but i was late cos i only woke up when she messaged me at 10 and saying she finished bathing. my god, im sorry sweetheart. :] so i was met her at 11 plus & headed to centrepoint, meeting qingde, zixiang & lihua on the way. went to see how was junhe's and daniel's OJE. okay, seem rather fine so we went off after awhile. So, me and grace went to Ngee Ann city to take a look at the pepperlunch outlet as we'll be having our celebration there. & we went to book a blackforest cake at Crystal Jade. awww, it's super yummy. [: imagine, blueberrry! after we're done with the arrangements so that we'll not have any last minute crop-ups (?). we went to look for the three guys after that, as they are so engaged in pool. me and grace became so bored, looking at them. :x so cam-whored!

Sweethearts [:

[:

soon after, went back to centrepoint and waited for xuemin and all [: & so everyone gathered there. & i had my frappe double chocolate while waiting. :D yums. after everyone was here, we left for pepperlunch [: most of us ate chicken pepper rice and it's super-delicious. don't drool! go try it someday, you won't regret i promise. :] so me & grace faked for the toilet, but in actual fact, to collect the cake for the birthday girl. :D sang birthday songs for her, took photos and we can see she's real ecstatic. yeah, that's what we want to see cos we know, our efforts paid off.

Group [:

oh ya, and boys became our preys. we fed them cakes, all the way up their nose level. & lihua and ben were the most pitiful ones. their mouth full of cream. :D but most importantly, everyone enjoyed themselves.

MESS [:

when it's time to leave for vivo, boys wanted the toilets so we waited outside pepperlunch and photos, as usual [:

love her.

I looked pancak-ed. :x

Girl, you're great :]

when we reached vivo, walked around and the boys wanted a second dinner. :] so, we accompanied and went to shop for our hair accessories as well. after everyone was done, we went to the open-aired place at level 3 and it's water jam time. we splashed till we were thoroughly wet. :D who cares? for i really love that place. it's marvellous, especially at night. we went to dry up after some fun and went to sea-side place. we started counting stars and chatted. [: it's simply great being with them. endless laughter, you'll gained every single bit of happiness you want. left vivo at around 10. oh man, & zixiang started playing with an uncle. everything started off with the uncle's unzipped pants. :x i saw it myself. it was gross can. & everyone in the train starting laughing as the way they talked were really so humourous. though it was counted a din? but we had our lungs bursting. :x on the way home, got so worn-out. /: so slept for awhile on the train which many did. [: that's about it.

21/4/2007 [: , a day etched.

3D'07 CLASS OUTING, COOL HOTTT :D

alex kor, recover fast [:

2007-04-16T22:10:00.000+08:00

look at the pile of assignments on my table.
all overly over dued & imcomplete.
creating another mount everest in history.
you'll get why you don't see me updating.
(:
excuse me, for a few days.
& plus mids are just round the very corner.
mug hard, people.
for me, i've not started flipping a single page of any books.
words in books make me drowsy, and there comes my beauty sleep.
especially maths, physics, coregeog, history.
perhaps all.

i made a great improvement today.
i didn't sleep for a single minute during miss kaur's CAPTIVATING history lessons.
that used to bore me.
& many praised me for that. (:
see, yoketing's not a sleeping human.
but but, worst.
physics, i listened for 1 minute and slept for an hour and nine minutes.
cool.
imagine.
weight..
mass..
newtons..
inertia..
BLAH. :l
can you take it?

f&n practical tmr, wish me luck.
i only know that we're not allowed to bring in recipes at the very last minute.
how on earth am i gonna memorize within such limited time?
perhaps, the food tmr won't be edible cos i'll get the ingredients wrong definitely.
without recipes. ]:<

xuemin's early birthday celebration.
pepper-lunching.
(:
i miss having a feast with my sweets.

2007-04-05T22:45:00.000+08:00

SPORTS DAY'O7.

The day started off by being late for sports. We reached khatib macdonalds and it was jam pack-ed with cchy students so have to wait as we wanted to buy a drink, so ended up being late. The worst thing of all was mr eng actually brought the late-comers' book with him on such occasion. it's like #$%#^$%^. but we forgive him as he looked quite adorable today with his cap on. :D rights, took the athlete's pledge & proceeded to the athlete's stand. was kind of bored as our event was only after the interval. so strolled around. [: the sun was so super uber scorching and i sweated so much. but i can actually sneeze incessantly under the hot sun. a great thanks to my runny nose. /:

oh ya, this year's sports day was abit too lifeless? boring? quiet? it used to be that noisy last year. we can hear the cheers coming from various houses and blue house was even announced as the most enthusiastic house. hah, i know(: didn't know what exactly happened to blue house this year. the results were not very appealing. but but but it's alrights, at least we tried to score for our house and catch up a little. but whatever it is, BLUE HOUSE STILL ROCK [: people, this is for sure cos it's BLUE. :D

so when it was near our event, we got so-so nervous. /: infact, everybody were feeling so and wanted the toilet so urgently. that's a form of being nervous? i think so. we practised the passing of baton on our own and i was doing really badly. urgh. but i still managed to do it swiftly after practices & practices. [: oh well, so i was the second runner. & adeva was the first. when she was completing her round and passing the baton to me. i was really so afraid. i didn't know why. but what was occupying my mind was ' i can do it, i want to do my house proud. (: ' so i gave my best and we completed the relay after awhile. & we clinched the second position.

ADEVA, SIHUI & MELISSA! you people are greaty loves. :D

we did it! thanks. :]

during the prize presentation, i fell asleep on yvonne's back. was feeling really really tired. but THANKS YVONNE FOR THE SPORT'S SHOES AS WELL (:

so went to have lunch & went back home for my B-E-A-UTY sleep. :D

many were sick today, so people do take good care of yourselves yeah?

& thanks people who cheered for me!

LOVE Y'ALL (:

randomly(: love her.

2007-03-30T21:22:00.000+08:00

wow, since i've been seeing the word update in my tagboard & through my ears. so people, here i am posting once again. [:

after taking a look at the photos to re-cap what i did for the past few weeks. i realised something that i didn't do but many did & it's IMPORTANT. It's none other than..

SEC 3 ADVENTURE CAMP, JALAN BAHTERA(:

the days before. wow, everybody was like dreading this day to come. & when i did packing, it's soso tedious. i took like 2-3 hours, sitting down in my living room. when it's finally done, it looked like as if i'll be leaving home, and never returning. :x but that was what we were told to bring what, so no choice. [:

but after attending the camp, i just did not, did not regret. :D gosh, it was uber fun. high rope elements, i tried one. my god, it seems easy from down there. but it isn't, not at all. i needed to pluck up so much courage before i went up. though, everyone was missing home the first day. cos the activities weren't very entertaining & we had to sleep with lizards at night. but things got better on the second day. (: half the time, i was with jiayan and junhe as we're in the same group. during the night, i was with amelia for the first day. & we had fun observing the lizards and singing the cheers. while everyone were sound asleep, we were there creating a din! love, yourock(: second night, was with ting,grace and min[: was so worn-out, fell asleep early. the night was super cold~ so on the second day, kayaking, dry-rafting and campfire. we began to miss camp, we were so reluctant to leave. kayaking, my god. it rock(: especially the part we stood up on the kayaks and the shark attack cheer. it's fun, thrilling, alot more. we practised our dance item for the campfire & i smelled teamwork. 3d'o7[: so during the campfire, we did it greatly. (: when it was time for our instructors to speak, they gave real touching comments. we teared there & what's more. boys too. :] so you can imagine the scene? they made this camp, possible. thankyou, INSTRUCTORS. you people are great loves. most importantly, our class's instructors..

ANDREW & VERON, 3D'O7 LOVES YOU[:

without you two, there won't be group 6 & 7.

if there's one more camp, we demand for you guys(:

So after camp ended, it was about school and more school. /: everything associated with the word school. $#%^$$&. recently, fall asleep easily in classes. because of flu & cough. it cause drowsiness okay. so slept and slept more. when mr pek wake me up, i ignored him. :x wasn't on purpose lah, was too worn out. & maths, hist,geog are all lullabys. what i said is really true(: on a certain day, i think yesterday or something. my voice went totally off. ruting say it sounded so MAN. uh-huh, extremely right. [: getting better and better as days passed.. yeah, and one thing. everyone got so pissed. we have to hand in the files and workbooks for checking by the principal all at one go. & poor us. we've to design cover pages, content pages, do filing etc.. it's giving me serious head-aches. /:

when lessons got boring.. it resulted in cameras coming out, in action. :D Get well soon, my girl(:

came to have a late celebration for my sister on wednesday. [: ate crabs and blah.

dedication to make:

Sister Yim. now that you're officially m18. [: all the best in your coming years and plan a right path right now. standing right on the spot for so long, won't make you go further. whatever plans you have, i'll support you till the end. (: through the days is this house said to be a tiny bit terrible, was abit more alright if you're around. so remember to come home everyday, okay? :]

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY.

LOVE YOU TILL BITS, LADY. [:

so during the celebration..

how can it be without pictures?

yeah, it's friday again(:

should i say yay?

known to be my fave' day. but i still missed last year. normally on fridays, the school will be soso crowded. & the atmosphere will just be there. [: but everything's gone.. so today, went to sakae for lunch & went back to school as ruting and grace have co practices. ate just a little, didn't have much appetite for the whole day. /: so, i stayed in school to complete my social studie's homework. it was supposedly to be dued today, but i'm just not in the right mood to do it? god knows why. so just arranged my file and helped ruting as well. as for the other work, leave it to next week(:

was it a long post? sorry if it did torture your eyes. (:

thanks fred for the macaroni.

thanks zhijie for the chocolates.

thanks yongchunkor&michal for helping me print my assignments.

you people rock. :D

& a wonderful kor, alexchua. (:

2007-03-20T22:21:00.001+08:00

i'm just lazy plus lazy to update. /:
coming up soon.
encounter problems, so give me a break peeps(:

2007-03-07T18:36:00.000+08:00

was thinking am i far too silly?
just wild thoughts everywhere.
that shouldn't be the case.
give me time, i'm going to get over it real SOOOONN. :]

something to be please.
77/100 for combscience. :]
COMBSCIENCE.
i know it's something people despised.
as long as i know, i didn't let down some people around me.
&& i'll be glad.
yongchun, will i get a treat on this?
i want seoul garden again! yumms. :D
awaiting the special post..
coming up, coming up! coming up?
ask yongchun. :x
oh ya, oh ya.
i won't find you naggy, not now.. of course not forever too. :]

okay okay, this few days.
not once did i wake up on time. -.-
6, i mean SIXXX in the morning.
instead, i woke up at 6.25 today.
ahh, i was still semi-conscious.
if i delayed, i would be late for school. :x
oh nevermind, since it's not something surprising to see me late?
but now, i changed okay.
claps*
this month, i think about 2-3 records only?
no idea.
i won't be late in the future!
that's what im sure about(:

march hols are approaching.
schedule is out?
monday-wednesday- SEC3 CAMPP. :]
thursday- SLEEP, SLEEP & MORE SLEEP. :D
friday- I WANT TO BE OUT OF HOME!
saturday- WORK.
sunday- BE OUTTA OF HOME TOO!

i want movies!
happily ever after, SO CUTE nah! [:
the haunted school, brrrrr. /:
harry potter, i'm not 16.
but everyone says i look like one. -.-
am i so OLDDD?
& oh ya.
and dear, jiayan mentioned we can go watch harry together cos we're tall! :D
FYI, my dear is meichi(:
sounds gay. :x

SEC 3 CAMP.
jalan bahtera. /:
wonder if i'll still able to see you guys after the camp?
touch wood, plastic, rubber. :x
looking forward.
but somehow, looking backward too. /:
rock climbing, kayaking!
sounds so in-ter-est-ting.
hmmmmmm. :D
see you, sec 3s.
& of course 2d'o6!
see you people there, 1d samsung slide!
once again, say yay! :D

how you feel, let me know?

lessons are far too boring..

so, camwhored in the toilet. :D

2007-03-06T21:54:00.000+08:00

short post & that's it.

everything's just going the opposite side from mine? guess so.
the miss see's issue, not surprised for me to actually cried when we sorted things out?
not because i'm feeling being treated unfairly or whats.
just that she's the teacher i respected most.
the last person that i want this matter to reach her ears.
yet, the other party told her.
they mentioned : you think miss see will help you people, which is her EX-CLASS or rather will she help her PRESENT CLASS?
alrights, it's real saddening to hear this.
so i said ' they think that you will help your present class, instead of your EX-CLASS. '
that's when tears came down.
for why?
you should know.

second issue.
it's real heartbreaking or something to actually see that?
but i can't stop you from your actions.
that's what me, as a friend to you, can say.
but can you please hide it away from my view?
hopefully.
i can choose not to see.
one more sight of it, i won't get any happier.
but just more solemn.
exactly.
stop myself from feeling this way, i cant.
i wish to, but..
JUST WHAT THE GOD WANTS FROM ME? ]:

friends, close friends.
now, it gives me a clearer view how friends can actually leave you.
further and further away..
just to another one.
show me, you're not doing that.
perhaps i don't get how you feel inside.
but what i feel inside now.
noone can ever feels it.
and when i mean ever, it's forever.
will you be the one?

other issues, i don't want to mention.
for, i really wish to get out of secondary school life.
trust me, for i'm serious.

teachers, troubles, problems, lessons, tests.
GET AWAY FROM ME.

stop hurting me, this way.

2007-03-02T23:06:00.000+08:00

what should i start off with? well, let me think.. i shall say it's the 161st post. :D yay. rights, it's just the start of the post & i'm starting to lame again. gosh. :X

NEWYEAR. :]

EVE- went to chinatown, was the drum performance. okay, it's worth complimenting. :] & the fireworks at 12 was prettaye! but let me mention it beforehand, i'm not going there next year cos i would possibly not survive through the ordeal of having to squeeze & more squeeze. /: anyways, thanks for those messages coming in at 12. [: love y'all.

First day- not much actually, went out at 6+ to my aunt's house till about 9+ & went off to meet for a chatty chat. :] thanks for being a listening ear.

Second day- it was work in the morning as michal was sick. so i stand in for her. [: double-pay & a $8 angpao. reject it & you'll sure regret. :X hah. reached home at 4 and prepared before cabbing to cck, my uncle's house together with my sister, brother & her girl :] & the driver's darm -.- lazy to elaborate. just one word : LOUSY. :] kind enough.

Third day- i seriously forgot where i went, what i did? but my life's not that interesting so why not cut it shorter for you people & your eyes won't suffer as well.

it's xavier, me & xander. :]

lovely nephews.

so it's was time for school again...

one word : BORING.

not much to say about this. so school was about, chides. sleeps in class & slacking around? of course, i did study. [: don't worry. Yoketing's a self-claimed hardworking girl! some interesting happened? i don't think so. or somehow, i forgot.

oh ya, oh ya. CHINGAY! :D

went to watched CHINGAY with yongchun, lizhi, munchung and ting. :] was so much so good, but our butt seriously hurts upon sitting on the mats for a couple of hours. /: please la, it wasn't even a mat, just a piece of plastic ( something like a banner ) on the ground for us to sit. that's all. imagine, people if you weren't there. at first, we thought we were sitting on the benches with the tickets but we were just day-dreaming :] but whatever it is, 3 cheers for chungcheng [:

it's pohkang with his candle (?).

girls, your saliva are dripping. :X

after all that, went to centrepoint for a short while.

bought a cake from breadtalk for songrong & went off to northpoint.

met all at mac, proceeded with the cake-cutting ceremony before the clock ticks at 12.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SONGRONG [:

TONS OF LOVES ;

the thought that matters. :]
chocolatey. :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, RONG DA-GE. :D

the moment was captured. :]

so, we ate & chatted.

laughed like there's no tomorrow.

& you know what i did for edward?

remove veggies from his chicken-FANTASTIC.

gross. :X

say thank-you, puhlease.

then again, took photos with some guys with MARVELLOUS MAKE-UP. :D

for CHINGAY, isn't it obvious?

take a look then, pictures says everything.

budds. [:

that's guanfeng. :]

that's edward. :] bro, handsome eh?

mommy. :D

the one always being there, SONGRONG. :]

the chio-est of all, ZHIJIE. :]

TEMPERATURE-TAKING.

oh, i forgot to bring my thermometer so had to go to the sports hall for the temperrature

taking exercise :]

it took 2 periods, so chem lesson flew away.

say yay. :X

see the number of people who forgot their thermos.

isn't it nice?

yes, of course.

went for the learning journey to chinatown. -.-

bored.

was with songrong, edward & ting all along.

attended a lesson, powerpoint slides.

& a conference with a nobleman. :]

he is a war-survivor.

he shared the story with us, and i listening attentively.

wonderful person & i got his autograph.

heh. :D

songrong.. ' IM A HISTORY STUDENT. :D '

he will understand what i'm trying to infer. :p hah.

with that, enjoy your last two days of new year.

get angpaos, while you can. [:

love y'all!
YOKES;

2007-02-17T16:45:00.000+08:00

hey readers, im back to update :] gosh, was quite busy these days shopping for clothes and blah. && the moment i come back, either i fell asleep on the sofa, or i drop dead on my bed right after a bath. :x homeworks were left aside & for tests, i studied a few pages of the textbook and ended up snoring on the bed so i only read in detail on the bus when i'm going to school in the morning.

alrights, talk about VALENTINES[: .

receive a number of presents. thanks people. :] i did not date with any of my girlfriends or boyfriend which i dont have one, but my mother instead. hah, fillial daughter. went out with her to buy some goodies needed for CNY's celebration. hah, and you know what. i went to fongrong's shop to buy bak kwa. he was selling it and did ask around who wanted to buy so i told my mum about it & she say ' alright, buy it from your friend then. ' [: thanks mummy. HOMED, & SLEPT.

conclusion of the day : MUMMY, I LOVEYOU [:

besides this, any other major events?

oh ya.

the CNY'S celebration in school. for this year, it was a 7.30-10.30's celebration. performances came up & some prize presentations. alrights, was quite HIGH this year? was singing so enthusiastically and making some wierd and funny actions out of it. ended up laughing incessantly. [: quite a fulfilling day. went to eat at northpoint and headed off to centrepoint. was bored so went back without ruting and xuemin to causeway. met up with april, jiayan and larissa for a short while. for instance, my primary school mates. but jiayan is still with me luhs. :] rights, than went home and out again. :]

wasn't feeling quite well since i woke up yesterday's morning. didn't know why, i feel like some insect buzzing inside my ear & making my ear hurts like hell. gross example. was groaning on the sofa & finally, cant take it. went to bed for awhile before going out to shop for groceries with my mummy and sister in the late night. till now, it got abit better but this time round, plus headache. /: gosh, i think it's a must for me to fall sick every new year. i still remember last year, i was having fever and i cant have any goodies and drinks. & people started tempting me and how i fell asleep on the table when eating the reunion dinner as a big family at my aunt's house. ahh, forget it. frustrating. :/

as for today, cabbed with sister and brother to bugis and completing the cny's shopping. :] headed to simlim square to buy a new keyboard and mouse. whoo! finally, i do not have to face the bonkers mouse and keyboard. say yay. :D rights, homed and now blogging. later sleep, and steamboat dinner. :] yums.

you know what, im really super frustrated when my ear hurts.

and i can't seem to answer any questions, coming from my sis and mum.

i would just say ' don't ask me, my ear hurts luhs. '.

im sorry.

pardon me for this few days.

2007-02-05T20:35:00.000+08:00

X-country &&& blah. [:

shall blog since i've abit more time before catching the last episode of 'the peak' on teevee. :]
alrights, friday was the annual cross country. i know it's abit late to only post about this now but it's better than i didn't even mention about it lors. alrights, was hesitating whether to run as this year, we're in the B division. which means it's VERY competitive. so yeah, but in the end. still gave my best luhs. [: managed to clinched the 9th position. to you people, probably it's not a very outstanding result. but, c'mon. i had a hard time running. that's what i know. the excessive pants, a pail-size of sweat. can you imagine that? 3.2km to me, it's like 333333.2222km. -.- && thanks to those two irritating fellows who purposely imitate how i panted like a dog? infact, i should name them the two attention-seekers. -.- hah. hmmm, after all... cross country was quite alright this year. waited for the bus back to yishun for about 2 hours? i mean TWO HOURS. rights, reason being. didn't want to be squeezed in the bus so waited for a more vacant bus. had dinner at yishun && went back to an ever-empty home.

X-country`o7[:

some photos couldn't be uploaded. :/ to be continued..

Saturday, work. [:

Sunday, slacked. [:

Monday, school. alamak. -.-

2007-02-01T22:35:00.000+08:00

NOW, PICTURES. [:

i'm sort of addicted to these. :x

& he's ONGLIYANG[:
19 this year.
now you people agree with me?
lol.

love her so(:

2007-02-01T22:17:00.000+08:00

since there's nothing more interesting for me to do, i shall update & share some events that happened in school?

uh huh, first thing. you know, you know what. there's currently a manhunt in cchy luhs. :D rights, what i was refering to is that MR ONG LIYANG. [: girls were so reluctant to enter their elective classes, were just rooted to the grounds outside class 3E just to take a look at him. hurhur, he went in to relief. omg omg omg, you people are so fortunate. :x gosh, some kind of fanatic fan i am huh. -.- though some guys said that his voice is bit too gay-ish? lol, whatever. you people are jealous of his appealing looks that attracted so many girls. ahahs. & you know what. junhe told me ' wow, his surname is ONG too! ' HEMM, what're you trying to infer? :p rights.

second, mdm sue. WOW! she can't stand our class and are planning to ask for a transfer. [: though her teaching methods are far farrrr better than the rest but doesn't means she can humiliate us? elaborations cancelled. conclusion, she's not teaching us soon. [:

third, miss nora. she shouted at me, when she saw me helping ben complete his homework. duh, whatever. :/when she shouted, i can see her lungs landing on the grounds. it's LOUD okay. -.-

fourth, weather. it's scorching yet it's cold? what sort of weather can this be? yeah, so many of us are cold this few days luhs. flu is stuck to me. :/ rights, but wearing a jacket in school seems wierd to me bah. so forget it. [:

fifth, what else? X-country tmr. (: it came so soon this year? but well, what can we do. X-country link my thoughts to many things.
- remember how 1d'o5 shared their milo? in the rain.
whenever there's a cup, we shared among all. everyone gets a small sip.
- remember the chicken rice gang?
no more this year.
I BET, YOU PEOPLE DO. [:

&&&& X-country`o6. was a memorable one for me. [: but it's gone..

shall blog more about cross-country tmr. :]

thanks for the note, yongchun (:

2007-01-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

A dayout with my LOVEEEE.

went to town with her, was supposed to shop for clothes to no avail.
well, next week dear. [:

Justforlaughs. :]

i must say, i loveeeeeeee you sweets. :]

post on edwin's chatlet, soon up.

&& i seems to get easily frustrated now and there. friends are hard to please, family is always so chaotic, studies are hard to cope, work. ]: trust me, i'm going mad.
pardon me, if i offended you guys in any ways.

off.

2007-01-25T22:41:00.000+08:00

I MISS THIS CLASS. ]':

& one more, JUST FOR LAUGHS[:

bye,takecare.

2007-01-25T21:45:00.000+08:00

people, i just want to say... i'm back. :D

reason being for not posting since november when? CRYS knows the date, she memorised it. :x back to the topic, because of my 'OBEDIENT' computer. :/ lol.

rights, shall say some of what i did during the holidays? i know it's utteeeerrrrlly late. :x basically, it's about work and more work? though many may look down on macdonalds? but i'm proud to be a crew of macdonalds, infact one of centrepoint's mac. [: it's where i learned how hard it is to earn a living? and the tolerance needed. through working, i believed i grown up! ;p from that blur lil'girl to now.. EVEN BLUR. :D lol, merely joking. well, it's hard going through those trainings and orientations which proves us to now, be a CERTIFIED CREW. :D rights, that was the place where tears were shed & smiles were shown. [: we suffered cuts, everything. but i still want to say, i love centrepoint's mac. :D

now it's turn for school. [:
well, SCHOOL? :/ lifeless? far too uninteresting? yeahs, that's right. i'm abit speechless when it comes to talk about school. -.< lessons were all filled with chides & any other unpleasant scenes. what can we do? those teachers. though some tried to encourage us like mdm sue, miss nora, mr goh? i know they meant well, but we'll try lah. SERIOUSLY. [: & ask that mdm teo. what does she means when she say ' i didnt want to take your class, mr oh BEGGGS me to do that. ' though i'm not in her chinese class [ count me lucky. [: ] , cos we're separated according to HCL AND CL. but we still wants to emphasize that, on account of our other classmates. well, everyone rather be teacher-less. and our incident with miss kaur? demerited just for skipping core geog? it's alrights, i can mend it with my merits for being a not-up-to-standard AT ALL monitress last year. [: but as promised, i wont do that anymore & i'll study real hard for it's an important year this year. that's all [:

add-on.
- nice being with you two. :]

the long walk, those chats. [:

2006-11-03T00:09:00.000+08:00

Tiny bits of memories. (:

This one something significant for you.

& Thanks for this wonderful surprise.

The strong bonds can never be wrecked.

regardless of anyone.

Thanks for all. <3>

Once, & Forever.

2006-10-29T22:27:00.000+08:00

nothing much today.

lowest point in life, sigh.
my mood's just down to the lowest, once again.
nobody understands. ]:

return to how you used to be, will you?
return to who you used to be, will you?

i'm tired to always be the one doing that.
help me to get rid of it, will you?

2006-10-28T20:49:00.000+08:00

went for interview at macdonalds with ruting, michal, edward, songrong, clement, pohkang, huineng. passed the interview & we'll have our first OJE [ training ] on monday except songrong and clement. they're having theirs tomorrow. [: lucks.

shall blog about 261o06 as soon as i gotten all the pictures [:
stay tuned.

it didn't change. [:

2006-10-27T18:41:00.000+08:00

alrights, i'm here for this survey. [:
told by sihui, crystal to do it.
enjoy.

#1. single taken or crushing?
- Single.
#2. are you happyy with your life now?
- as you can see, not really.
when it comes to combinations & results, it's worse.
but i'm happy to be with 2d`o6. [:
#3. when you meet with the right person, will youu fall in love with him fast?
- not exactly.
#4. have you ever had your heart broken?
- well, not for one time.
#5. do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
- i seriously do not know how to answer this question.
#6. would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
- depends?
#7. have you ever talked about marriage with another one before?
- err?
so what if i do?
#8. do you want children?
- YES! I LOVE SMALL KIDS, especially ADORABLE ONES. [:
i love the small boy at the childcare below block 612. :D
#9. how many?
- MANY? hah, perhaps one girl & one boy. [:
#10. would you consider adoption?
- honestly, i will [:
#11. if someone likes you now right now,what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings?
- Just say it out to him straight?
#12. do you enjoy getting into a relationship?
- when it's good, i enjoy. when it isn't, i don't.
#13. be honest. what is the furthest you and your ex did?
- well, this is sensitive.
#14. do you believe in love at first sight?
- I do, it do happens in life. [:
#15. are you romantic?
- Well, this is not the right question for me.
#16. do you believe you can change someone?
- Probably? perhaps, sometimes.
#17. if you could married somewhere, where would it be?
- beach, gorgeous garden? actually, anywhere.
as long we're loving and long-lasting.
that's what i really want.
#18. do you easily give up when you are fighting?
- depends on the situation?
#19. do you have feelings for someone right now?
- err?
yes, and that's me. :D i know it's lame. -.-
#20. have you ever wished that you had someone but you messed it up?
- I think so?
#21. have you ever broken a heart?
- err, yeah. i know i did.
#22. if one day your best friend fall in love with the boy/girl you deeply in love with, what would you do?
- i will give them my blessings, seriously. [:
never heard of 'sacrifice for you loved ones.' ?
when you love someone, it's not about being together with them or not. it's all about letting them be happy.

now you have to name 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs and write down their names in th list below and tag them in their blogs to let them know [:
1) Ruting.
2) Ruohan.
2) Honqi.
3) Meichi.
4) Xueer.
5) Edwin.

2006-10-27T17:45:00.000+08:00

a short update. [:

lunch bought by my uncle, zixian.

how nice. :D

he did something to it.

take a look.

it's below.

thanks, uncle [:

actually, he ate it instead of me. :X

2006-10-22T01:48:00.000+08:00

saturday.
was supposed to meet sihui, edward and crystal at 10, yishun ocbc but i only woke up when i received crystal's message which is at 9.48. :x but i was still tired and not feeling too well so i slept again and woke up at 10 plus. wasn't feeling very well as i am down with flu few days back till now. it's sort of irritating to keep sneezing away. awww, terrible. ]: rights, so i reached at about 12. which means i'm like late for entirely 2 hours. :x i'm sorry. so when i reached, they were all ready to go to Queensway to order our class jersey. [: took 855 and the journey there's like so long and the bus was so bumpy. reached and went to various shops, at first we met so many heyheys [ the way sihui named the indians. ] but we didn't order from any heyheys at last. we decided on the Graffiti Imprint as he's a baibai and he's sooo friendly. so, the final design is an orange FBT jersey, with our motto and cchy2d`06 infront and name+ index no. behind. what i can say only is about the jersey , it's FANTASTIC[:

went to mac for lunch as that's the only place we could find proper food so just make do with it. so we ate and discussed the details for various upcoming events till 6. but we're only half-done. can you imagine that ? cos it's really alot. so we're going to stay over at songrong's house on wednesday. hope it'll be that fun as 30/8/2006. [: definitely, this time round plus honqi[: yay! trained to somerset with edward. i went to meet ruting while he went to meet his primary school's mates. yeah, homed at about 10. was rather busy about the class tees and FBT shorts thing so only have the time to update only now at 2am when everyone are asleep but yet i'm not. i'm just not tired, clueless why. yeah, one thing. that's loads of events coming up, like the class chalet in just 23 more days. 2d! i'll definitely miss you guys [: you people made my days at cchy the most memorable ones. 1d`electronic wave. :D awaits. we're gonna have it in the chalet. excited ; and the class party on thursday, class concert on thursday and the screening of the video also on thursday.

Thursday's gonna be a marvellous yet tearful day.

2006-10-22T01:07:00.000+08:00

friday.
went for dance in the morning. the training was so tough. we were all sweating profusely in the boiling school hall. after dance, met edward and people at the school bus-stop so went ice-skating with them after heading home [: i took almost 2 hours? think so. it's was fun-filled. after leaving ice-skating behind for approximately 2 years, lesser i think. i managed to skate again [: edward fell onto the ice and i was dumbfounded upon seeing that sight but i hurried over. good grieve, he was alright.

ice-skating again the next following week. yayness ; :D trained to bugis next and had our dinner across the bugis street. it's like a hawker and it's clementchua's recommendation. okay, the food's not too bad. was enjoying the crappy session with edward and clement. indeed, we were laughing like crazy wits. reached home at about 11.30.

2006-10-19T22:27:00.000+08:00

was late for school today. cos des lost his wallet, so me & fred waited for him at the busstop and we ended up reaching school at 8am. :/ so we had to stand at the parade square for quite awhile. save my legs]: the day was alright. except that i got chastised by miss see again for being late and those demerit points etc.. but it's for my own good actually. [: rights, we got back our english paper and it's ever the worst grades i've gotten for english. 26[half]/50. quite alot were at this range as the marker marked the paper very strictly and there flew my marks.
i red through the answer keys and my answers, the main points were all there and the marker just refuse to give me the marks. aww, forget it. we didn't get our geography paper back as stanley wasn't present. however, it's the paper i wanted to take most [: the assembly was about the happy toilet, mascot and a show screened for me title the choir or some sort. and 2d won the first prize for the mascot competition. but we're quite insulting? as when the teacher announced that 2f won the second prize, we shouted and cheered like some mad wits. as if they won the second prize, which means we are the first. ;x sorry, 2F. but afterall, all the mascots are beautiful [: THREE CHEERS FOR 2D. once again, we did it [: i guess it's the last prize we're getting together as a class but no matter what, our spirits stays. i can assured that.

okay, as for now. we're having quite a number of events coming up :
1] our class chalet. i'll be incharge with songrong, sihui. [:
2] our end-of-year's party in school. special squad's mission. [:
3] mr yap's present. me & elton [:
4] last day of school's performance in class. [: miss see.
5] miss see's present to thank her for everything. whole class [:
6] our class teeshirt. sihui, me etc [:
7] end of year's video for the class. [: edward?

yeah, busy bees. :D ahaha, but we're willing to do all this cos it's for 2d`o6. [:

LOLLIS. :D

i, me and myself.
just my imaginations, nothing more. ]:

2006-10-18T21:40:00.000+08:00

i woke up at 6.36am & it's obviously late? cos my handphone battery went flat and the alarm clock ended up not ringing. :x slowly dragged, prepared and cabbed to school and there flew my 9 bucks. but it's given by my mummy so it's okay[:

almost dozed off in the cab cos i'm still in my dreamland. but i know i'll end up at a remote place when i open my eyes so i endured. :x & the day didn't started off well. firstly, i was caught by mr kenneth ng and miss see for my untucked blouse. :/ what's more? i was having gastric right from the morning so didn't have any energy so didn't bother about them. i just went to sit down. we got back several papers and the grades are so awful but however it's anticipated[:
for Literature : 66/100.
first booklet : 46/60.
for this booklet, i'm almost satisfied with this results.
Second booklet : 20/40.
the extreme unsatisfactory about this booklet in me. it's all due to time constraint, which seriously pulled down my grades. sigh, utterly disappointed about this. ]:
Maths : 58/100.
i know the mark is horrendous but to me, but it's already something pleasing cos i expected to flunk that paper real seriously. and i jumped in joy infront of the class when mr ang said the word ' PASS! ' :x
Science : 51/100.
i know this is also very freaky. but it's also a PASS. [: which means, see you guys at COMBINED SCIENCE[:
at least i can probably take COREGEO. [: and it's STANLEY!
English's Summary : 11half/20.
okay, frankly speaking. i'm totally speechless to have gotten such disgusting grades. and i spent 35 mins on this summary and what i got in the end wasn't what i desired. so, forget it. i shall spend less that 15 mins on the next summary exam [:

went to northpoint, lunched and walked around [: i'm sososo in love with LOLLIS. :D

i should forget.

2006-10-17T21:30:00.000+08:00

if you've noticed, my blogskin is changed [:
reason being, there's this fault in the previous blogskin.
so, since i'm staying up late every night.
shall scoop out some time for my beloved blog.

i went to the city with my dear, MEICHI [: on sunday. though it was a fun-filled day, but we had to suffer with our heels. gosh, you truly can't imagine us shopping round the entire orchard with these sickening heels for 6+ hours? i bet you can't. trained to newton to meet up with her as she was having some voice course? yeah. she's talented in music, that's perfectly why. proceeded for lunch at cineleisure and our shopping spree starts. bought stuffs like my longwanted keychain, gorgeous clips, meichi's heels? which made me suffered, as we exchanged shoes. wanted to buy more, but we didn't have enough cash on us after having our pastamania dinner [: nice chocolate mousse. cool, i spotted something i want! NUM~ but it's like $129. but i'm saving up for it, for sure. dear, we'll peeked out with them into the city one day. but not to worry, we're going the new shopping centre located at harbour front this friday and bugis this saturday. DARL, you're wonderful[: shall post up some pictures later on.

Monday, went to causeway and walked around as i was feeling bored at home [:

i had dance in the morning [: err, for entirely 4 hours with water breaks in between. as the instructor himself couldn't stand the intense heat in the hall. the practice was zzz, shan't elaborate further. went to meet ruting later on, and we went to the polyclinic. oh, i wanted to consult the doctor about my swollen eye. so i was prescibed with medicine again, what? oh no, but no choice. the doctor even says it'll take 1-2 weeks time before it heal. so, don't laugh when you see me with that. ]: caught 'stay alive' with fred and ting. what i can say is i regretted. that's it. the movie was horrendous, horrifying, all kinds. i really felt like leaving the theatre just when the movie starts. i tore several pieces of newspaper in the theatre cos it's plain scary and the sound effects are .. ! rights, initially the newspaper was use to cover ting from those scenes but i ended up tearing them up. i'm sorry, ting [: headed home next.

tomorrow's school. time to face the music, my results ]:
sigh, it's almost the end of year.
which means the time of leaving is forwarding.
i'll definitely tear, that what's i can only say.
i really don't want to bid farewell, but however i need to.
or else there won't be any chances left, anymore.

don't go please, will you? ]:

2006-10-14T13:54:00.000+08:00

A period of two years may seem short.
however, the countless moments spent together.
it's something worth of our memory.
one for all, all for one.
1d'o5/2d'o6 [:
a major part of my life.
never bid good-bye.
it shall stay on.

2006-10-14T11:36:00.000+08:00

there's something wrong with the blogger's alignment.
so i could only continue my post using a new page.
remember to read my world-longest post below [:

These days, i had some rather wierd dreams.
i could even dream of her.
something i can't believe.
but thinking of her.. forget it.
perhaps, only i can understand.
but one more is, our exams are finally over. [:
that's something worth exclaiming aloud.
wasn't able to sleep well and enough due to those exams.
it's time to make it up.
and i'm going to enjoy myself to the brim.
as when we get back the results.
it will definitely something for me to start tearing.
trust me.
hope everything could go well? nah.
i guess it's a total impossible thing.
sigh.

oh ya, my currentCRAZE. ;D
GOONG[:
catch-or-regret's kdrama.
now that exams are over, gonna stay up just for this.
YUL ROCKS. :D
a number of us are crazy over him.
he's charming.
he's dashing.
he's handsome.
he's everything.
SHIN rocks?
it's a must to post it here or sihui and crystal will sure slaughter me, alive.
they kept saying that we will sure fall in love with him later on.
i guess it's possible, stay tuned. [:

truely, after exams.
it's doesn't makes any difference to me.
just that we don't need to touch those books again.
but countless family affairs.
this and that.. :/
all these won't end.
i mean forever.
but there's something that i cherish most now.
2D. ]:
we are separating this year.
ou precious moments lasted for 2 years.
but it seems like just a few weeks to me.
i really don't want to end this year.
2 more weeks before school closure.
and i'm sure, i will detest my sec 3 and 4's life.
those days, will be remembered.

I LOVE STARS AND HEARTS :D

i really do not wish everything to end up like this.
this year, i overcame many things.
be it joy or sorrow.
it's part of this year and i cling on to those.
it is a year i been through alot.
it is a year i met some wonderful people [:
it is a year i love most, out of my life.
it it a year i have better bonds of friendship.
it is a year filled with troubles.
it is a year filled with fond memories.
whether is it good or bad, i want time to stop right now.
uncle clock, can't you stop ticking? i beg of you.
no matter what, there's this unexpressed feeling kept in my heart.
sigh.
2 more weeks, everything's gonna end.
sigh.

i saw that, once again.
but i do know how you feel.
the impact wasn't that great, this time round.
although i should erase everything from my mind, i choose not to.
afterall, i'm only left with those.
unwanted memories, you've abandoned.
i choose to keep it going.
i won't want to forget how you look.
will i, one day when you leave?
sigh.
you've made my life a better and happier one.
there are some times where you worsen it.
but, you coloured my life[:
that's what i must thank you.
a big sorry and a big thankyou to you.

2006-10-13T18:52:00.001+08:00

hadn't been updating for umpteen days.
have been rather busy with those revisions.
and my brain is cracking due to all that.
infact, CRACKED. [:
alrights, so i shall make it all up.
sorry for the extensive number of words. :x

Monday o21o.
had been ill that few days.
thanks for those wishes, peeps. [:
on monday i attended school.
i struggled throughout the whole day.
went home and rested, before going to the doctor.
i was prescibed with some awful medicines.
my very first phobia. :/
the antibiotic was darn big?
to think i've to eat the full course? nah.
and and, i had already stopped for about a week.
to be exact, i only ate for a few days.
cos it cause drowsiness so i'm afraid that i can't study for my exams.
So, it isn't my fault.
i missed my geography test cos it was held on that day.
but it's something worth to be happy about.
it was about some map-reading skills.
and i'm a total failure in those.

Tuesday. o31o.
finally, i'm back in school [:
i was really rotting at home.
but going back to school, wasn't something good either.
i have to tolerate all those.
i can neither eat or drink anything from the cafeteria.
except for plain macaroni.
and it's so bland. ]:
but, what can i do?
my throat couldn't swallow anything properly.
mal-functioning -.-
terrible okay.
went home and rested [:

rest of the days, was only rest and Literature]:

Friday, o61o.
it's midauttum (?) festival. i forgot how to spell it :x pardon me.
shall name it lantern festival instead, it doesn't make any difference.
firstly in the morning was Literature paper.
it's from section A-E i suppose.
A-C setted by MissFanny.
D-E setted by MdmSamboo.
unfortunately, i didn't manage to complete the paper.
same goes for most of them in class as well, besides grace.
she say she's a smart person so she's able to finish[:
actually, i'm rather confident in scoring for section A-C.
as i spent most of the duration completing that booklet.
it's all about those unseen proses, poems.
question marks filled the air when i'm reading the poem.
it makes no sense to me, seriously.
So, i just wrote some nonsensical rubbish to occupy the lines.
that's what i can do at that particular time.
as for section D-E, which was all about Shakespearen.
i spent the previous nights reading and memorizing all that.
and when i flipped through those pages, nothing was needed to be memorised.
my limited brain juice was wasted.
time was running out and i had no choice but to scribble all over.
every question was able to be at least filled with a few words except for some.
and for a question worth SIX marks, i just wrote ONE line[:
what's worst is that the words doesn't even answer the question.
so god bless me for my Literature paper.
that's only what i can say.
had breakfast with min, tien, grace, crystal, and ting[:
went home and started my revision on Science.
i became utterly bored and eventually fell asleep.
when i woke up, prepared and went to town with my sister.
mainly to buy some stuffs needed for my cousin's wedding.
i bought my shoes. :D
i bought my denim skirt. :D
shopped around and headed to my auntie's house at Sembawang.
we were having a steamboat dinner to celebrate Lantern's festival.
ate, played with my nephews and cousins [:
i just love them tons.
though i was the victim of the pillow bash.
they even threw objects.
as long as we had fun. [:
injuries doesn't counts.
rights, reached home at about 12.

Saturday o710.
was supposed to wake up right in the morning.
for my cousin's wedding ceremony.
but i was very tired and didn't attend that [:
around afternoon, i went to causeway with my sister.
she wanted to buy her blah blah stick. :x
cabbed to my auntie's house.
ate and was lazing around with my cousins.
while they played xbox.
endless laughter, being with them [:
after a while, they went home to prepare for the dinner at night.
my sister and i stayed at my auntie's house.
we didn't want to travel here and there.
gonna be a hassle so stayed there to sleep.
i couldn't fall asleep cos i wasn't tired at all.
so lie (?) on the bed, thinking of stuffs.
for entirely 1hr 40 mins. :x
around 6, we headed off to grassroots's club where the wedding is held.
the bride's gorgeous [:
took care of my mischievous nephew, xander.
he always wanted things his way.
what can we do? besides, letting them be.
but he's adorable.
xavier as well, hurhur[:
throughout the ceremony, we were just stuffing down food.
it made me real bloated.
but the bride and my cousin was so nothing but only elated.
marriage is one lifetime thing.
they seem so blessed, really.
some sort of envious.
-.- don't mind me.
went home at about 12.
intended to study but wasn't able to.
fell asleep the moment i reached home.
that's me [:

Sunday o81o.
woke up in the morning and started my revision.
all the way till 9 in the night, but i did fell asleep.
halfway through, i mean.
cos Science's something totally peculiar to me.
didn't know why.
perhaps, because of those sleeping sessions during mrs choo's lessons.
probably, but that's the past.
there's nothing we can do to amend it.
afterall, it's the last Science paper for this 2 years.
when i slept that night, i even dreamt of Science. -.-
nice one.

Monday o910.
Today was the Science's paper.
after attempting the paper, i can say the structured question's part.
one word- GONE[:
but teachers always ask us to complete the paper.
so i just scribbled some answers, that doesn't make sense at all.
my mind was totally blank and what i red was obviously wasted.
my hands were trembling non-stop.
cos we were all rushing for time like mads okay.
but i managed to complete it, all filled with rubbish.
but.. it's over, means it's over.
in conclusion, i hate Science and i'm flunking it this time round.
it's serious, i mean [:
just maintain a positive mindset.
that's only what i can do at this point in time.
went to northpoint and ate with tien,min,ting,grace,crystal [:
homed to revise.
started on Geography by reading the slides on lead.
specially prepared by stanley dedicated to 2D. ;D
I LOVE, I LOVEE LOVEE STANLEY. :D
infact, the entire class love him tons[:
a teacher worthy of our respect and memory.

Tuesday 1o1o.
Had English paper today.
the theme was space and astronauts.
and i mean, every passage in the paper was all about space.
it's kind of irritating when i red it.
and i couldn't understand what it's all about lor.
rushed through the paper, cos we were only given 1hr40mins.
to me, it isn't enough so i rushed[:
i spent 35 mins on the summary. -.-
cos miss see stressed that it's important.
so i did lots of planning.
so, hoped i got all the points rights and score for that[:
same thing, to northpoint and eat with cliqueLOVED-
my beloved CLIQUE[:
homed to study.
i started on Geography from 12.
all the way till 6 plus.
can you imagine that?
having to carry the book for 6+ hours.
what's worst.
met ruting at causeway.
headed to the library to continue our revision.
so, it's about 9 hours.
marvellous[:
hope it's worth it.

Wednesday 111o.
Had the Geography paper.
it wasn't that tough as we thought.
except for a few.
but i had to rush again :/
and my handwriting was like..
you can imagine, i guess.
hope the markers understands what i wrote.
perhaps, i should take a picture.
to show you guys my real awful handwriting. :x
rights, enough of it.
just hope that we won't disappoint stanley[:
went home with fred and all.
prepared, and ryan,fred,ting and me headed to library to meet yc and all.
mainly for our maths revision.
fred needed my assistance for art so helped.
ryan went to study home econs.
but we ended up chatting and laughing.
for 2 HOURS?!
but it's enjoyable[:
i started on maths, but algebra's still one big problem.
why must is it be like that forever?
but at least, i mastered abit more.
did this and that.
went home with ting,ryan,fred. [:
it was still chatting, all the way.
homed for GOONG[:
i bought lollis for honey.
in return, i got hello kitty's candy.
THANKS, HON[:

Thursday 121o.
in the morning, my mom didn't acc me down.
i was munching my doughnut.
and i was targeted by two cats. :/
they wanted my doughnut.
and kept meow-ing non-stop.
and kept following my steps.
i was so scared.
threw the doughnut on the floor and ran ]:
what an experience.
Had Chinese paper.
similar as English paper.
but the theme was about success and rebellion?
i guess.
guess what?
the setter is MdmGoh -.-
yongchun say ' no standard' the moment he saw the name.
perfect[:
there's a passage about 'i not stupid 2.'
a movie i caught thrice?
shouldn't be a problem[:
but there's still questions that are tough.
infact, quite alot.
weidong told me that he doesn't understand what's all talking about.
quite true.
for some, i wrote some craps again.
wasn't in the mood to answer those 5 marks questions.
and the paper have so many missing words.
some kind of mental breakdown, forgot all :D
after exam, went to northpoint with cliqueLOVED ; [:
fred and guys came too.
and we went to buy LOLLIS. [:
I LOVE LOLLIS :D
ate and went to library for maths.
last paper and we're out of all these.
when i slept, i dreamt of those formulaes.
there's no way for maths to leave me.

Friday 1310.
Had maths paper.
didn't manage to complete it.
and i guess 30 over marks flew.
it's was tough.
and those formulaes disappeared from my head.
what can i do?
i became so frustrated when i skipped so many questions.
pohkang kicked the table cos he didn't know how to do.
signal :D
time's up and my paper's only half-filled [:
gave up and that's it.
when everything was over, everyone was cursing the maths paper.
i wont regret if i tore the paper.
but again, it's over.
don't think about it anymore.
just enjoy overselves to the fullest before getting those papers back.
mr victor asked us to go on another trip.
he loves us that much[:
alrights, cliqueLOVED- is going with sihui along as well[:
one trip to fort canning.
one to Little India.
it's all on the next following week. [:
the last week of school.
stayed back to play block catching with fred and all.
didn't practice our run ever since sports meet is over.
so we were out of breath after awhile.
ruting and i almost fell at that particular moment. :x
played in the rain and went off at about 2 plus.
bused to northpoint and to causeway. [:
had pizza hut with weitien,xuemin,ruting. [:
LOVE BEING WITH THEM. ;D
endless jokes, laughters.
we were making scenes outside jewellery shops.
lol. :x
omg, yeah.
i saw 4 poohs at kiddy palace.
ADORABLE! [:
shopped around and homed.
i fell asleep while watching GOONG[:
plain exhausted and slept till 11 plus.
and slept at 3 plus again.

2006-09-30T22:09:00.000+08:00

Terrible.. ]':

the horrendous news is that i fell sick. ]:
sore eyes, running nose, cough.
horrible throat, fever, headaches, cold.
sigh, it's really hell for me.
headaches are really taking over me.
it's like 982749874 daggers piercing through
MY BRAIN. ]:
hasn't been feeling well right in the morning.
i feel numb all over.
falling sick really isn't a pleasant thing.
what's worst, it's exam period.
sigh.
if i can't attend school,
i will miss my friends. ]:
i will miss my class. ]:
i will miss my table, chair. ]:
i will miss fun. ]:
i will miss lessons.
how how how?
streaming. ]':
i just take my temperature.
it's 38.3.
but it's increasing each time i take it.
sigh.
intolerable pain.
i'm really afraid that i can't attend school.
but..
it really depicts the outcome of having to deal with,
LOTS OF PROBLEMS, STRESS. ]:
now, you know how stress am i?
but after this ordeal of being sick.
hope everything will be fine ]:
i really hope it will.
sigh.
alrights.
shan't go on any further.
totally lack of vitality.
covered with my jacket, blanket.
been feeling so cold since morning.
trembling, everything. ]':
sigh sigh sigh.

a corner for my friends.
sihui, smiles [:
although everything gonna end.
cherish the present.
to avoid regrets.
no matter what, 2dee will remains.

alrights, i'm going to rest.
i'm ENERGY-LESS.

infact, noone cares. ]:

2006-09-29T16:25:00.000+08:00

shall update since i'm seriously lack of the mood to study.

wednesday.
during chinese lesson, i was chased out of the classroom.
just because i laughed?
forget it.
it's scientifically proven that,
' laughing is healthy and it uses less muscles than frowning.'
alrights, the future scientist?
well, should be the future scientist's laboratories toilet's cleaner?
i guess.
than i just toured around the corridor cos it's really bored.
standing out there isn't fun AT ALL.
she started bawling at me for whatever reasons.
and i saw the chip keychain hanging on her microphone.
needless to say, i started laughing.
and and and she shouted.
stand straight.
it's loud and frightened me for that moment.
-.- she's like that. suits her.
when i knew that it was weitien's prank on her.
i laughed again. :x
this time round, i'm not caught.
god bless [:
oh ya, we had a survey done during ace period.
and we came across this question.
Are your teachers partial and treats everyone fairly?
my answer : DISAGREE.
miss see stressed that we must be honest while completing this survey.
i obeyed her instructions. :]
but i was already kind enough?
ruting gave her answer as STRONGLY DISAGREE.
but we're just being honest and giving our truthful feedback.
so basically, wednesday was not a day for me. >:[
waited for alfred and desmond to finish taking their basketball's photos.
they took it in basketball jerseys. [:
and something happened.
a sight just mainly to spite me?
i should be the one leaving.
i am the one that should leave.
i will always be the one that should leave.
so i chose to leave.
and i left.
the sports hall.
the place filled with my fond memories.
however, it's gone.
it had disappeared.
sigh.
i really felt like ___ that moment.

Thursday.
we had frisbee for pe once again [:
it was fun with the same group of people.
my wonderful buddies.
and our green's house cheer that day was RAWRR. :D
green's group : Crystal, YokeTing, Weitien, Ruting, Sihui.
opponent's team : Xuemin, Grace, Shiting, Gladys, LimYing, Mr Yong.
rock on :D
this time round, i did not fall.
and our group was the winner with 10 scores. [;
RAWRR! :x
after school, stayed back to help samboo paste stickers onto the newsletter.
and we've got 1500 newsletter to paste!
but the work was splited up among our class.
and we got everything done very soon.
2DEE`o6 's forever that united. :D
rights, went to celebrate limying's birthday in school.
and weitien, xuemin, ruting, crystal, me went to khatib.
we bought a chocolate mousse cake for her [:
and our birthday song was her was loud?
nice :D
it's heartwarming.
never will my birthday be in this way.
hah, shan't spoil the mood.
headed to northpoint to buy some stationeries for our paper 1.
when ruting and i were crossing the road.
infact, we were jaywalking. :x
we were almost ran down by a van.
Some of them at the busstop shouted.
and my friend who was in school heard the ear-piecing sound.
coming out from the van.
and ruting and i ran and we were saved.
that moment was so..
i should have remained there, and not moved a single toe?
sigh.
rushed home and went to my master's house to study.
it was fun though.
having some little arguments with KAIXUN? sec 3 npcc cadet.
reached home at about 10.30.
it wasn't a day for me as well.
forget it.

Today.
we had our paper ones.
wasn't really in the mood to write.
as these few days aren't right for me.
the english situational writing paper was FRENCH to me.
and i wrote four pages, filled with craps, lobsters, prawns.
guess i'm gonna flunk it, seriously.
as for the composition part, it was alright.
some benefits when disagreements happened among close friends.
the topic i wrote on.
at least, this makes sense to me?
wrote another four pages of frogs, tortoises and turtles.
sorry people, my mind is just in a whirl.
and so i tend to include rubbish in this post.
i'm sorry.
during recess, it wasn't anything good for me.
don't wanna elaborate any further.
after that was paper ones for chinese.
i just can't make it for chinese.
my mind just started relating many many things.
and i will just stop writing.
and started throwing the pens into my pencil case.
so i scibbled through the letter-writing part.
cos it was ALIEN language to me. :/
and i just wrote about 2 pages.
all filled with rubbish.
and i guess the teacher wont understand what im writing either.
as for the essay part, i wrote about endurance.
for 1 and plus hour, nothing comes out.
my headache came.
so just wrote anything i could think of.
guess it's all gone cases.
frankly speaking.
but the most important thing,
i survived through the ordeal of having to complete
four essays in 4 hours?
it's really hell for me and my hands.
sigh.
i saw something that totally freaks me out.
and i became downcasted.
thinking of how how how?
all these can really make me go nuts.
i dont really care about that anymore.
just hope ___ wont be the 4th victim.
hope so.
bused to northpoint for ljs.
homed.

my mother boiled some chysanthemum tea for me.
i've been having sore eyes for the past few days, till now.
i still attend school.
but with my specs on instead.
sigh.
didn't know why.
but it's healing.
perhaps i've eaten too much chocolates.
and the weather is bad nowadays.
no choice, i have to binge on chocolates when i'm depressed, saddened.

anyways.
stop staring at me?
am i some creatures from jupiter?
don't carry out acts just to aggravate my mood.
my mood is already at the bottom-most.
so, stop it.
STOP.
you can take it but i can't.
i can't.
i can't.
i can't.
i can't.
i know i can't be compared to you.
i can't.
i can't.
i can't.
i can't.
i don't want anything from you.
i don't want.
i don't want.
i don't want.
i don't want.
i did not provoke you a single bit.
i did not.
i did not.
i did not.
i did not.

my world just aren't spinning in the right way.
completely STRESSED OUT. >:[

where is the __ that i needed when i'm down?

2006-09-26T17:31:00.000+08:00

i'm finally back after a few days.

monday.
yikes, it was boring as we had chinese lessons.
till 2.20pm. -.-

tuesday.
lessons were as usual.
but for literature lessons.
it wasn't the usual one.
mdm samboo just became so flared up.
out of the sudden.
but we all laughed when she shouted.
so guilty lah. :/
infact, i was really stunned when she shouted.
she was never like that before.
i'm sorry, mdm samboo.
so some of us was switched to other seats.
guess what, i'm on the first row.
right beside teacher's table. -.-
but with honqi, munchung and ruting's companion.
it's fine[:
heard alot from honqi, as well.
went to northpoint for our KFC lunch.
homed with grace, fred, des. :]
off to library to study after that.

wednesday.
wasn't in the right mood right from the start.
just thought of some things.
english was horrible okay.
those who were involved yesterday had to stand.
miss see started ranting and she sat something wrong.

miss see : if this continues, i shall change the
whole seating plan of the school. [ it should be class instead of school. ]

so i laughed and she shouted.
miss see: yes yoketing.. blah* [ didn't catch it. :x ]
as i was busy laughing.
ruting kept asking me to stop laughing.
but i can't help it. :x
on and on, i laughed.
next, i forgot all about my essay corrections. :/
so got punished by miss see again.
she made me wrote ' a lot ' for TWENTY TIMES.
cos i wrote 'alot' initially without no spacing.
so i scribbled over the whole corrections.
sigh.
stood up for about one and a half period.
my legs. :'[
alrights, thought miss see will shuffle our seats again.
but she didn't.
it's fun sitting there though.
with honqi, munchung and ruting!
the four lamers. :D
my brain was bursting when i was busy memorizing
for my science test.
and nothing gets in. :[
had science test later on.
it's quite alright? think so.
mrs choo was marking the sec4s's prelims scripts.
so i peeped. :x
ANYWAYS, I LOVE MR STANLEY LIM !
he's nice and adorable, don't you agree 2dee-ians? :]
ate lunch in school.
went to causeway with ruting and met mandywlovee ; there.
we had fun, taking the tigger's video!
today was fun, it was quite a terrible day for me, as well.
sighsighsigh.

i bought a donald duck's keychain yesterday.
and a new adidas bottle today!
yayness ; :D
at least these things can make me a little happier.

those words.. affected me alot.
seriously. sigh!

2006-09-23T23:36:00.000+08:00

class are boring.
so proudly presents.. [:

shuhui- my superstitious sit-beside-friend. [:
she says..
step 1) do that action in the picture.
step 2) close your eyes.
step 3) get someone to see if your hands moved.
anyways, if your hands moved, it shows that
you have troubles.
i tried and mine moved.
infact, it's quite true.
try it out[:
it's cool.

goodness, i look kinda retard? :x

edward is in love with my hair and band.
as he always pulls it. x/
STOP IT lah.

acting cool, acting cute. :D

oh no, my hand with FOUR PEGS.

my beloved pet. name unrevealed. :p

he's obviously molesting my pet. :]

hope you enjoyed[:
tata.

last words of the day : CHINESE LESSON IS SOSOSO GROSS. :D

2006-09-22T20:20:00.000+08:00

will have to blog in this way cos some things just aren't right in the posting area.
wait till i found a nicer blogskin.
sorry for the inconvience caused.

Thursday.
had pe in the morning. it was one word- FUN! :D
pe was all about frisbee.
hoho, can all of us enjoyed ourselves throughout the game.
before we started our game, we played the onedew and swing.
yeah, gladys and i fell and and and my kneecaps was scratched.
it's just red.
what's worst was that my face came in contact with the grass.
gosh, it's like 2938672356287956 people had stepped on the grass before.
and it's wet!
went to the toilet to clean up.
well.. it's fun so it's alrights[:
the game of frisbee was fun. :D
after that, played eaglecatchchicks's game.
i guess you should know what it is.
without having to say, i was the mother hen.
shouts : lil`chicks, watch out! hoho, don't mind me.
next next, i was abit sleepy during maths.
geography was okay. CHINESE WAS DISGUSTING. :]
who cares. :x rights.
english lesson was terrible.
miss see just shouted to whoever talked to her that day.
i was scolded too. :/
didn't know what's going on within her.
she is just HOT HOT HOT these few days.
watch out, peeps.
assembly was about some contemporary dance.
and i saw something i've been wanting on stage.
the ballet shoes with laces! :D
it's gorgeous! whoo.
went to collect my books from miss see and i needed to copy one more page for her.
just because i didn't write my name on my book.
but i wrote it inside what.
bah, forget it.
rushed for my oral.
don't wish to elaborate further on it.
cos i'm plain disappointed alrights.
didn't know what happened to me.
just became extremely worked up after the oral.
bused to northpoint.
home sweet home soon, by my own. [:

TODAY.
the day started off.. not too bad.
i was so sleepy on the train and tends to doze off.
zzz.
maths and geography- okay lah. :x
for maths, i was like in a bullet train?
everything goes so fast and mr ang just threw tonnes of questions to us.
gosh, which means.
endless homework for the weekend. :/
weitien, xuemin, ruting, grace and i skipped cme.
as you know, this classes doesn't entertain us.
not at all. :x
but in exchange, it was some sort of marathon for us?
we've to run all over the study block to hide away from teacher's sight.
we were surrounded by various teachers but we were still able to hide.
phew. there i was, sweating like anything.
but soon the rain came.
ruting and i went to catch some breath.
but thunders freaked me out. :/
PHOBIA!
rights, after school.
went to see miss see for certain reasons.
didn't expected, miss see knew about weitien and xuemin missing from the class.
something is wierd.
all 5 of us went out, but only weitien and xuemin was complained.
heyhey, whoever complained. it's a 2dee-ian okay.
didn't know our class have such.. nevermind[:
guess we gonna own up on monday.
ruting, grace and yoketing, get prepared for some shoutings. :/
well, bused to northpoint and went home alone as grace went to meet my nuers.
rushed and prepared.
went to causeway and waited for ruting, crystal and edward.
we're having a study session! :D
but it didn't turned out quite smoothly.
basically, the adorable couple. ruting and edward.
they were busy fighting, scolding each other, rather than studying.
lol, the hons ( honeys!) were interrupted.
hoho, we are just used to it.
studied at mos burger as library is closed at 4 today.
till about 6, went off and walked around.
homed soon. [:
and i'm here rotting at home, alone.

these few days were just about studying.
life's just so boring.
when will mine end?

i shall strike off this mindset of mine.
sigh.

2006-09-21T17:40:00.000+08:00

heart to heart sweethearts. :]

our mugging session.

our clique. :] lovethem manys!

the mischievous threesome.

cracking our brains.

my chinese oral. :[

we're not gonna separate!

nuers, daddy and mummy! :D

four retardos. :x

don't mess with them.

we're the cry! :]

Crystal.

Ruting.

Yoketing. :D

2006-09-20T22:25:00.000+08:00

happy family. :]

2006-09-20T22:17:00.000+08:00

2006-09-20T22:09:00.000+08:00

shoo, maths! :]

2006-09-20T21:41:00.000+08:00

sweethearts's bonded hearts. :]

2006-09-20T20:17:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY.
oh hi, english was bored as we were given some pictures for oral purposes and i'm so super duper afraid that i'll be called by miss see so i did lots of notes in my logbook for emergency uses. but fortunately, I WASN'T CALLED. :D close shave. okay, cme was bored, same goes for maths. but i still paid full attention during maths lesson as i can't be far apart from my class anymore. :x during clarence's lesson, we were discussing about transexual. oh my, it's like.. nevermind. science was just about copying notes and stuffs. as for geography, i find it more interesting as mr lim is a nice and humorous teacher. when some pupils from 2c were banging their doors real hard, mr lim says ' i feel that i'm in jurassic park. ' actually, it really sounds like. the whole class laughed! :D after school, i was deciding whether to attend dance or not. gosh, but at the last minute. we were informed that zhou lei didn't come and dance was cancelled. YAY for me. :D so, we proceeded to the library to do our maths homework. and and and, maths is alien language to me! but i'm still quite happy that i'm starting to catch up. :] as for science, no idea. gone case? hope not. after much hardwork, there's a person who kept bombarding grace's phone so i picked it up. what's worst? i was scolded and flooded with vulgarities by that person for no reasons when i don't even know her? hmm, having known it was someone from westwood who bullied grace's church friend, we all started arguing with her as she kept scolding us okay. bah! but guess everything's settled by now and i shall forgive her for scolding me. :] we created a din in the library and soon left there. :x

TODAY.
the train was packed and i almost became a pan-cake! hahs. the day started off.. quite okay. during literature lessons, it was quite boring as we have to write 2 haikus? i bet you don't know what it is. :x it's alright, refer to sec 2's fun with literature textbook and you will know. :] for english's lesson, something disastrous happened. :x erm, basically our books hiding beneath our tables were caught. there were 4 high stacks on the teacher's table, almost from the whole class. we thought miss see will show us her fiery temper the moment she stepped into the class but she did not. how surprising. :x and those who left their books behind will have to copy pages from thematic textbook. 1 book= 1 page. and i had to copy 3 pages. :/ but it's already quite manageable as others have up to 8 and even 10 plus of pages to copy. so for the rest of the lessons, i was busy copying but still can't finish it. gosh, take it easy. :] after school, had lunch in school and bused to northpoint with weitien, xuemin, crystal, grace, ruting. went home soon as i'm really tired. :/ i even fell asleep in 812. :x i carried one pile of books home and it's so heavy alright! homed with sweetheartgrace. :D

promise me you won't be gone, will you? ]:

2006-09-18T21:03:00.000+08:00

i'm here again[: woke up in the morning and i was shivering due to the COLD weather so i hid fully under my blanket and refused to wake up. :/ didn't have the choice so went to bathe and the water was like ice? oh my, i froze. met grace at the control station and we trained to school together. the train was exceptionally packed today and i was being pushed and squashed around. the day started with a tiff among us about ____. it's quite a silly one but everything went fine after a short while. miss see wasn't here today and everyone was nothing but happy? that goes without saying. :x the worst thing was that ELTON was absent too which means i've to be in-charge of the register as well as the class diary. it's like hell to me alright. i didn't manage to ask the teachers to sign because of my absent-mindedness so i guess i'm gonna get a scolding from elton tomorrow. :/ today i was also being tortured by huaimin and edward. :/ they kept pulling my ponytail. URGHS. DNT was quite interesting for me today as i started on my artefact and it's quite successful with the help of several people as i'm afraid of the machines. :x as for science, ruting, crystal and i were somehow humiliated by mrs choo right infront of the whole class but we didn't mind as you know, we're used to it. :x we got back our maths test and i scored 33/50 for maths. IMPROVEMENT. :D during literature lessons, something humourous happened. i didn't know what exactly went on but i guess it's xuemin and grace playing with sihui and out of the silence, xuemin and grace go ' SIHUI, SHUT UP!' they were just playing but mdm samboo was quite pissed off and they both landed outside the class for a reprimanding session by mdm samboo. :x i laughed my head off and tears came out of my eyes as well. it's just plain, funny. :D alrights, as for chinese lesson. i sat at gladys's table while she went to see mrs sim. i was there having fun with crystal, throwing paper shreds at each other. and guess what, the tables and the ground were filled with paper shreds! hahs, we couldn't stop laughing. :D i had my chinese oral after school and the examiner was MDM GOH. it's the end of me as she likes to pick,pick,pick on me. :/ i just merely went out of the class to talk to ruting and people and she exclaimed ' XUETING, YOU'RE THE LAST ONE.' whatever. :x basically, the passage was quite manage-able but not for the question part. my question was totally different from the rest and she gave me that question just to discriminate me. so, i just did my part and off i go~ home sweet home with sweetheartgrace. :]] the weather isn't that good recently.plus plus, i didn't know what's going on, i'm having dizzy spells everyday. ]: goodnights, world.

DANCE TOMORROW, SIGH. :'[

the unknown side of you. ]:

2006-09-16T20:24:00.000+08:00

shall blog earlier since there's nothing that can entertain me more than blogging. i had some sort of a nightmare yesterday and it woke me up as early as 8. i just couldn't fall asleep as the sight of the nightmare's scenes kept flashing through my mind, making me so frightened. :[ but after a short while, i realised i have nothing to do so i went to lie on my comfy bed and.. i went off to my dreamland again. i woke up at about 1 again. :x gosh, i didn't know i slept for so long. washed up and my stomach was growling so i went to the kitchen, in search for food. but my sister soon woke up and was kind enough to cook for me abit of porridge. thanks, jie[: i was getting bored after lunch so went to figure out the photoshop software while my sister was watching full house through scv. after the show ended, she went for her beauty sleep, leaving me behind alone. so i just sat infront of my computer till now but i did nothing with it, not even visiting sites and chatting. :x pity me. supposedly, i was meeting edward to get the scripts for my report but he wasn't free so the meeting was called off. talking about this issue, i had already asked him to bring the scripts from wednesday till now but he failed to do so till today. rawrr. >:[ which means i've to rush the report tomorrow. god bless me[: weitien haven't started on it too, it's just like what she have said. like father, like daughter. :x initially, i was supposed to revise for my maths and science but i'm just not in the mugging-mood. :[ how! streaming are coming up and i have yet to start my revision. :[ stress. the weather wasn't too good as it rained heavily this afternoon. the not-so-good weather plus my long-lasting flu is really making me feel so sick. :[ i shall bid a gentle good night[: bye.

takecare[:

losing every second right now.
sigh]:

2006-09-15T19:59:00.000+08:00

it's been days since i last updated. opps, i'm sorry! it just that i've been rather busy these days and was completely exhausted the moment i reached home. :/ so, i shall start relating what happened these few days. stay tuned. :]

Sunday. :D
slept at about 3 the previous night and woke up at about 6.30 in the morning. have myself prepared and my daddy drove me to the busstop where i'm meeting xuemin and weitien. shiyun came too so we walked to the front gate together. :] waited for mdm yeo's arrival before we could enter the school's gate. when she arrived, we collected our costumes and went off to the male staff's toilet to bundle up our hair. :x it was my first time, bundling up my hair but however, i still needed sunshine's help. hhaha, she's an expert. thanks, sunshine! :D at about 9.15, we went up the bus and i dozed off as i did not have enough sleep the night before. :/ but the bus was so bumpy so i just woke up after a short while. rawrr, i'm tired. :[ reached and we went to our holding room and started changing. we wasn't able to put on our make-up and the rehearsals came. practised for awhile and it wasn't that successful for me at all. the lights were hurting my eyes, it's giving me headaches and i couldn't balanced and could hardly see anything. what i do was kept shaking my head. :/ terrible incident. after that went back to our holding room again to put on our make-up and we had the lunch provided by them and i left 3/4 of the food in the box. :x it's time for our performance and i got so nervous! how how. but afterall, everything went fine and there were even applauses! yayness. :D changed and i went to meet edward and people. walked to marina square in the rain and had my lunch cum dinner. :] crystal they all bought a spongebob balloon for me as a token of my hard work for the performance. they're so nice. :D one hug for you all. :] edward broke the plastic bag which contains my costume! urghs, but he went to buy a banana keychain and the staff was kind enough to give him a plastic bag that is big enough to put my costume. count himself lucky. :p alrights, crystal and 2 mandys left us and so we went to the fountain of wealth! it's simply so nice and I'LL BE GOING BACK FOR SURE! :D yay, and we took photos with it. i was thirsty so we went to suntec to look for drinks to quench my thirst but to no avail. my legs had no energy to continue walking and i almost fell down from the flight of staircases. i was terrified which i lost balance. :[ home sweet home. photos will be uploaded soon. :]

MONDAY.
we had our science test and i didn't prepare for it. guess i'm flunking it. :/ answers just aren't appearing in my mind. :[ STRESS. weitien and i were called up by mdm samboo during literature lessons and she questioned us ' why didn't you all attend the publication's meeting?' oh god, i'm aren't even aware that i'm in it. :x the main objective came, we have to submit a report for the upcoming newsletter publishing in about 3 weeks time. i'm gonna suffer through this ordeal. :[ my topic is on 'teacher's day celebration.' gosh, it's like weeks back, how am i gonna recall the items and the interesting happenings? had our higher chinese lessons all the way to 2.20 and i was very very tired. :[

TUESDAY.
lessons were as usual. after school, we had our usual dance practice and it's all about basics. oh my, the pain was in-sufferable. it's because we've been neglecting the basics as we were busy preparing for the performances. gosh, and the instructor even gave us new basics and it's so demanding alright. but we're left with no choice. the instructor selected the people for the SYF next year and i had to join the sec 1 dance. :[ howhowhow? but i just have to accept it. met up with ruting, crystal and grace. they noticed that i was crestfallen through my expressions. they asked me what's bothering me and i told them and soon i started to _____. don't mind me. home sweet home with grace. :]

WEDNESDAY.
during recess, didn't have the appetite to eat but all of my friends were eating so i can't be the odd one out so i ate. but in the end, the whole bowl of noodles remained in my bowl. my stomach doesn't wants them. :x when we're returning the bowls and cups, i spilt ice milo onto the ground and my skirt was stained with it too. i was so embarrassed. :x we had the streaming talks again and each time we have this kind of sessions, i'll just get nervous and all that could appear in my mind was ' my grades are poor! my grades are poor! '. those sessions doesn't seem to motivate me to greater heights. it's just add on to my stressful burden. :/ frankly speaking, i'm terribly weak in science and maths. which class will i land next year? god knows. what exactly can help to push up my grades? i studied and studied till i'm really gonna suffer from depression due to stress but all that doesn't seems to helps. :[ how?

THURSDAY.
i was scolded during chinese lessons by MDM GOH. rawrr.
mdm goh : YANG XUETING, YOU NEED TO CHANGE PLACE! (chinese)
forget it, she just likes to pick on me. go ahead then. :/ had the assembly about a short play ' something...mockingbird.' :x i forgot. the first part was quite entertaining but not for the remaining as i almost dozed off. ate lunch in school and stayed back. ruting and i went to northpoint for a short walk and met alot of people there. soon, i rushed back to school and hand over the keys to clarrie as their bags were locked in the classroom. i'm sorry. i went to class and completed the geography assignment and started on my maths revision for the maths test the next day. :] when the long bell goes, weitien and i proceeded to the canteen. weitien needs to interview the sec4s for her report and it was rather humourous. the answers kept repeating and we had no choice but to ask them for more. i didn't expected the invigilators that day was mrs peck and mrs choo. they were puzzled why we were still there at that hour. and and and, the canteen is full of flies, beetles.. we could even hear frogs croaking aloud! how on earth can they study at this kind of environment, i wondered? but it's quite cool to study in school with your friends at night. :] weitien and i were disturbed by some guys from 4B. they were playing truth or dare and they even played with grasses?! they asked me to go over there but i just remained sitted behind the 4f guys and kept shaking my head. infact, they're intimidating. :/ when we finished everything, packed up and we didn't dare to walk out of the school so went back for help. our godmama, mrs choo accompanied us out and we started chatting about 'ghosts.' haha, she ownself was afraid and clinched on to weitien's and my hand tightly. she's one nice teacher. :] my daddy drove me home. and i was tired the moment i reached. bathed and i tugged myself in my comfy bed. :D

TODAY! :]
we had our maths test. it's was manageable for me except the last question. let's not mention it, it's over anyway. :D yay. after recess, sihui, crystal, ruting and i went missing for 3 periods to collect the money for the co photos. i was brave enough to knock every door and ask for the chinese orchestra members. heh. went back to class at about 12.15 and mdm goh didn't allow us to enter so we went to the back door and settled down, started on our chats. after school, stayed back and all of them were having their oral. i'm only the one not having so i went walking around with mandylovee ; i was so super bored and tired. mandy went for dance and so i waited for them to finish, alone. and a bball match was about to start. initially, it was interesting but i begun to be bored and sleepy and i almost dozed off while looking at the match from above later on. :/ rawrr. left school at about six. home sweet home. :] tired- out. STRESS, STRESS, STRESS is approaching me. :[

as the clock ticked, it brings forward the time you're leaving.

2006-09-11T22:34:00.000+08:00

hellos, world. :]
messenger is having some errors, i guess.
many of us couldn't log in.
now, even cbox is under maintenance!?
gosh, shall update about sunday's concert and happenings of today, tomorrow.
goodnight. :]

2006-09-09T20:31:00.000+08:00

shall blog earlier today since i've nothing better to do now. i went to bed at 3 plus yesterday and so i woke up at around 1.45 by my daddy's loud ringtone. rawrr. .v. it's okay as it's quite late already. my daddy started ranting, asking me to do this and that as i'm having a performance tomorrow and may not have the time to do it. fine fine fine(: i watched a few episodes of magicians of love till i teared. emotional kind. :/ so went to iron my uniforms and decided to meet ruting and pass her the concert's tickets. i was so indulged in full house and forgot the time. so i rushed and went out immediately. ruting did her hair treatment and she looks so much better(: walked around causeway and strolled back home. :] i'm sosososososo nervous for tomorrow's performance at the victoria theatre. how how how? :[ should i change the top of the costume with sunshine? dilemma. anyways, i need to turn in early today as i need to wake up as early as 7 tomorrow. urghs, i'm going to perform with my huge eyebags. sadded. bye, world.
last but not least, i hereby thanks everyone who is attending the concert tomorrow(:
you guys rocks. :D

remain here, now&forever.

2006-09-09T01:39:00.000+08:00

People, i've changed my blogskin again. :]

i did not blog for quite awhile, so i shall splash all my thoughts here at one go. catch up!

wednesday.
went to town with my mummy,sister and auntie. walked around and grabbed a bite at takashimaya. teriyaki, yummy. :D plus famous amos cookies. finger-licking good! went over to fareast and started my shopping spree. soon, my sister and i went shopping on our own while they went off to other levels. didn't know what happened to me, i was having a tiny bit of moodswing. ]: i'm sorry, mummy! after staying for awhile at fareast, me and my sister decided to go over to bugis. :D so we went, and i were so kind to my sister you know. i bought a pair of sandals and i allowed her to wear it first as her legs were hurting with her heels. :] what a good sister i am. some applause? we went to bugis street and we searched high and low for a light-coloured hipster? i think so but to no avail so i guess she'll be getting the one we saw at fareast. it's nice. :] shopped around and i bought 'suanpanzi'. sumptuous. and soon i met my mummy at causeway and we went home while my sister went off to somewhere else. and i was made the guinea pig of my sister as she started doing medicure on my nails and pedicure! :] free treat! bye, all.

items i bought(:
a pair or neckermann sandals. :] i longed wanted.
a purple nail polish.
a crown necklace.
a crown bag.
missha blusher. my sister's.
black off-shoulder v top. for cousin's wedding.
a pair of giovanna shoe. my sister's again.

Thursday.
today meichiDEAR came to my house to do some revision(: we went to 888 plaza for our lunch at KFC and shopped for chocolates. :] bused to vista point than off to my house. we were busy watching teevee and playing rather than studying. and i made her laughed like a lunatic(: nice to have her as my best dear. yayness ; :D nights, all.

as for TODAY. :D
woke up at about 12.15pm and went to watch the magicians of love through youtube. it's nice and definitely worth your time. some of the parts made me teared. :[ i'm too emotional. than later on went to have lunch with meichi and off for our revisions(: i did a few sums and gave up lerhs. x/ i'm just weak in maths. later on when meichi left, i'm all alone at home. :[ actually, i'm quite used to it? sigh. changed my blogskin and i was chatting with her and she wanted to buy this cute piggy 's pen that she spotted at my table. :] it's cute and.. i bought another TWO. :D i was joking around with her. kept mentioning 'guohao, guohao!' a guy that liked her two years old and he always gives us that pervetic look during choir practices. lol! =p and meichi is so afraid of him! dear, i'll protect you! :D frankly speaking, i miss my choir days. :'[ fond memories will forever be kept in my heart! now and forever! err, yeah. :] enjoyed chatting with my truthful friend today as we'll always be up to some fun while chatting. hahs! great friend i have(: rock on. okay, shall end here. good nights, world! :]

i shall reply all the tags tomorrow as it's 2.20am in the morning already!
going off to my bed and hug my stufftoys and off to to my LALALAND. :]

always learn to cherish the things around you.
as you'll really cry hard when you lose them.